I have no life.
That's right, I officially have no life. I've gone an entire week without going out except for work and family related functions. And the most surprising thing of all is that I'm finally ok with that. I'm more than ok with it..I'm kind of happy. I came home from my uncle's surprise party early tonight thinking that I might try to go out and be social. Instead, I stayed home and made incredibly sinful brownies from scratch...and didn't eat a single one! Mainly because I felt like I was going to throw up, which was why I left my uncle's party early in the first place, but still I was proud of my self-control. Then, after baking said sinful brownies, I watched a chick flick that was incredibly predictable and corny in every sense of the word. Again, I surprised myself by crying for the last 20 minutes of the movie. It made me feel so shitty about my life while making me feel really good about myself...if that makes any sense. So now that I've publicized the fact that I'm a lonely loser who is content with her lonely loser status, I'm going to go to sleep and get up early for work so that I can continue my cycle of lonely loserness and be perfectly happy doing so. And although I would like some company and possibly even an excuse to get out of my house for a night of crazy fun, I've grown to like the company of myself. And I'm happy being alone. It feels good to give up my dependency on others to make me happy. It feels good to finally say that. I'm happy being a lonely loser.
So I apologize for the serious lack of interesting news in this post. Especially since I haven't made an entry in quite some time. But who knows, I might even start upgrading from baked goods to 4 course meals. I'll keep you posted!!
So I apologize for the serious lack of interesting news in this post. Especially since I haven't made an entry in quite some time. But who knows, I might even start upgrading from baked goods to 4 course meals. I'll keep you posted!!