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i feel like i should be upset..i mean it seems like i should be...but i'm not...surprisingly i'm doing fine. just got off the phone with my brother..who has food posining..and i just realized how much i miss the bitch..like i feel bad..he's all alone..(well..with 5 other guys or something)..and i know he misses us cause he keeps asking when we're going over there to have dinner with him (yeah, damn exciting three hours of driving for dinner...shows how much we really do love him) ...anyways, and other things that are just pissing me off...not even so much as they are upsetting me but they are just there...pissing me off...besides the fact that i'm sick again..(third time in like the past three months, yeah didnt i JUST have strep? oh yeah like two weeks ago) ...i mean hmm sometimes things are just so weird. like when a bunch of shit is wrong, you feel fine..and then when practically everything is right..you're just so pissed off...i dont know, maybe it's because i just dont give a shit..summer is so close...its like pissing me off that it wont just come! ..anyways, so lifeguarding today was alright..lets see i sat in the little thing thing (i dont remember what its called, its like extra hot and its wood and its like...yeah well i cant remember the name) with the lover and his friend...that was good times, since it was after like 30 minute coughing attack ...ps pulling people out from the bottom of the pool (at a slant of course) while having to do a little spin thing so that they are on top of you is really hard! (actually the other two did it just fine, i think i suck..but they were all way stronger...damn boys) anyways, i think sara's coming over and we'll probably hang out with jeff and joey and jake..exciting as usual..anyways, sorry this was boring..i've realized theres no point in me even writing shit in this cause my life is so boring...
oh i dont know...this might just describe my life
all i can say is that my life is pretty plain
i like watching puddles gather rain
and all i can do is just pour some tea for two
and speak my point of view but its not sane, not sane
something like that...ha, love you all
oh i dont know...this might just describe my life
all i can say is that my life is pretty plain
i like watching puddles gather rain
and all i can do is just pour some tea for two
and speak my point of view but its not sane, not sane
something like that...ha, love you all