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Yesterday I hated you more than I've hated anyone in my life. Really.
In the 4th grade these 3 girls tormented me. They did everything they could to make my day a living hell, and for weeks my days were a living hell and going to school was the worst punishment anyone could have ever given me. I hated those girls with every fiber of my being.
But yesterday I hated you more.
I hated you for just everything you ever did or said to me. Because you were very wrong to do them and say them. And I think you know that. I tried to make exuses for you so you wouldn't feel too bad about the way you crushed me, but now I'm owning my anger because there are no exuses.
Yesterday I hated you, but today I'm feeling better.
I expected beautiful songs I would hear to remind me of you but do you wanna hear something crazy?
They don't.
So today I'm feeling better, and tomorrow, as average as it will be....will be amazing. Because the man that will love me more than I can imagine at this moment, is somewhere going through his day right now. And how could I dwell on you when I know he's waiting for me?