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[sweetlove_ox]

So its official..it's been 2 years..
sense ive hugged you..
kissed you goodnight..
exchanged i love you's with you..
i miss how overprotective you were..
how funny you were..
how paranoid you were..
how happy you were..
how you were so full of love..
i miss how when i was young you'd tuck me in at night..
how you'd watch barney with me..
how you'd pray with me..
and how you'd make me go to church..
you'd pick me up from school and spin me around..
how you'd bounce me on your knees..
and how you'd make me feel like nothing bad could ever happen to me because you would always be there..
watching over me..
and i guess it's true..
but it's inpossible to accept the fact that your gone..
lifeless.. never to be heard or seen again..
it was so unexpected.. so unwanted..
i miss you more than anything.. and i would give up everything just to see you again..
ughhh i fucking hate this..i love you so much daddy(L)

(And..thanks to Riah, Jess, Andrea, Alex, Laura, Hoda, And Tanya..you girls made me feel alot better..i love you all so much..thanks(L))