Life really sucks sometimes.......

Nov 14, 2004 17:47

BORED like heck!!! There is like nothing to do around here! I just can't wait till winter break!
Whistler=HEAVEN and SMILES everyday! I'm soooo AAAARRRGGG right now! My mom and my aunt like gave me this long freakin lecture and like got effin mad at me cause they say I'm always out with my friends and I'm never home or out with the fam, which is EFFIN BS!!! I'm with the fam more than anything even though it doens't sound like it. My sister and David (my AUNT'S SON) are always out WAY more than I am! My mom and aunt NEVER get mad at them for always going out, but I do. I don't really care that my sis doesn't get a long effin lecture cause she's in college, but David....arrrggg makes me soooo EFFIN mad!!! It's sooo not fair! They were like effin yelling at me and everything! Sometimes I just really hate my family! I'm the one that always gets yelled at for the stupidest things that I don't really do, like going out to much with my friends! STUPID STUPID STUPID!!! I know that life can't be fair all the time, but come on, life just needs to loosen up on me just a tad bit. I really hate life right now, I hate everything!! AAAARRRGGG!!! Sometimes just feels like I have no one to run too...cause no one seems to ever care bout....me..... If only everything could be easy then my life would be easier!!! Sometimes I just really wish I can runaway and fly to Texas or even WHISTLER!!! Anyways...Aunts' calling me to help her...better go and make her happy.

I heard that you cried today,
And that things weren't quite okay,
Usually you stand up so strong,
And face all the trouble head on,
But today you just let your tears fall,
Nothing could hold them back at all,
I understand his words hurt you,
But please don't think they're true.

Hold my hand and walk with me,
Let me try to make you see,
It's alright to cry sometimes, hun,
Because after the rain there's sun,
You just need to believe what I say,
That soon, everything will be okay,
He meant not to make you shed tears,
Please believe that you belong here.

I heard that your tears fell down,
And you saw them as they hit the ground,
And I understand that the words hurt,
And that you felt as if made of dirt,
But baby, you need to be strong,
Believe me the rain don't last long,
Just please, love, hold my hand,
You hurt, I know, I understand.

I've been there too many times before,
Just believe me that this is not a war,
It's merely a battle, that you will win,
But doll, the tears are a distraction,
So wipe your eyes and stand by me,
And with my help I will help you see,
That these times, you shall make it through,
You must dry your eyes and believe in you.
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