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Jul 11, 2011 18:00

I HATE IT WHEN YOU MISUNDERSTAND MY EXPRESSIONS

DO YOU KNOW THAT I CAN'T EXPRESS MYSELF PROPERLY WHY DON'T YOU LET ME EXPLAIN BUT NO YOU DON'T CARE RIGHT COZ I'M YOUR DAUGHTER SO I CAN'T FIGHT BACK! I'M NOT HARD-HEADED ! WHEN I MAKE DECISIONS I DOUBLE THINK IF I SHOULD DO IT OR NOT COZ I WILL WHAT WILL YOU REACT AFTER I'VE DONE IT. DO YOU KNOW HOW MAY I ATTEMPTED TO KILL MYSELF OR TO RUN AWAY HOME BUT NO I STOPPED MYSELF COZ I DON'T WANT TO WAIST MY LIFE AND BESIDE I HAVE NOWHERE TO GO!!!    YOU'RE TOO CLOSE MINDED ! OPEN UP PLEASE DO YOU KNOW WHAT I DO AFTER YOU SCOLD? I CRY BUT NOT IN FRONT OF YOU NEVER! I HOLD IT BACK ITS HARD TO HOLD IT BACK ITS LIKE I'M GOING TO EXPLODE!!!! BUT HELL YOU DON'T FUCKING CARE!!!!!!!! BUT I CAN'T BE MAD AT YOU COZ EVEN  IF I TURN THE WORLD UPSIDE DOWN YOU WILL STILL BE MY MOTHER..................I'M SAD BECAUSE YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME NOW I KNOW HOW MY COUSIN FEELS I GUESS WERE ON THE SAME BOAT.................................
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