life is fragile and absurd
well today i went to becca's papa's showing and it was alot for me because i know what it is like to loose someone at that age and someone that you have known all of your life. and when becca saw grandma and broke down in her arms all that i could think about was when i broke down in amandas arms at leahs funeral. it took everything in me not to start crying. it brought back so many memories of that day. it was good to see that katie was ok with being with her papa like that because i could barely go and look at leah it was just something that i could not do untill my mom told me that i had to, i just dont want to think about it any more. ok well i think i am going to go to bed now or read or somthing.