this is me what are you?
wow i am really exhausted. majorly. so alot of shit has been going on in my life and not for the good. all of my family hates each other and it is killing my gradma. she thinks that all of this is her falt and it is not fair to her i am just afraid that she is going to have a heart attack or something bad becuase of all of this stress.
i dont know this week has just been hell and everything that happens just makes me think about just comming clean with all of my thoughts and fellings about all the topics that i keep balled up so it wont hurt others. but i dont know it just makes me feel like shit when others dont have that same consideration for people. you have to know the wright things to keep to your self and other things that are acceptiable to talk about. everyone else bites their toungs and keeps their mouth shut. why are there always the ones who cant do that>? i truly dont understand the mind set of some people and this is not aimed at anyone person but i just dont believe the nerve of some people.
so what else happened. well i have been working my ass of all week i havent gotten home before 1030 everynite other than tonite becuase scott let me go home early because of the weather and the store was totaly dead. but that was cool and i have to go and do it agian tomarrow nite. o well that just means more money for me. or my bills i guess. i hate beeing an adult. it sucks ass.
i guess the only good part of my day is when i get to come home block out the world and go to sleep. the dream world is much more appealling then the real world.
i guess that is it. ohh the only other thing that has been bothering me is why people hate me for no reason but they seem to be just fine with telling all of my friends how they feel about me EXCEPT me that is just bull shit. if you have somthing to say to me SAY IT. dont be some chicken shit and talk behind my back at least i have the adasidy to talk to you about my problems with that i might laugh at what people say but i dont join in. do i? i might say i dont like you but that is the end of that. OK im done.
Nite Off to the dream world.
Lori*
i dont know this week has just been hell and everything that happens just makes me think about just comming clean with all of my thoughts and fellings about all the topics that i keep balled up so it wont hurt others. but i dont know it just makes me feel like shit when others dont have that same consideration for people. you have to know the wright things to keep to your self and other things that are acceptiable to talk about. everyone else bites their toungs and keeps their mouth shut. why are there always the ones who cant do that>? i truly dont understand the mind set of some people and this is not aimed at anyone person but i just dont believe the nerve of some people.
so what else happened. well i have been working my ass of all week i havent gotten home before 1030 everynite other than tonite becuase scott let me go home early because of the weather and the store was totaly dead. but that was cool and i have to go and do it agian tomarrow nite. o well that just means more money for me. or my bills i guess. i hate beeing an adult. it sucks ass.
i guess the only good part of my day is when i get to come home block out the world and go to sleep. the dream world is much more appealling then the real world.
i guess that is it. ohh the only other thing that has been bothering me is why people hate me for no reason but they seem to be just fine with telling all of my friends how they feel about me EXCEPT me that is just bull shit. if you have somthing to say to me SAY IT. dont be some chicken shit and talk behind my back at least i have the adasidy to talk to you about my problems with that i might laugh at what people say but i dont join in. do i? i might say i dont like you but that is the end of that. OK im done.
Nite Off to the dream world.
Lori*