Hidden sadness...
Everything's been going pretty well...but there is one thing that I'm not happy with (well a few, but only one right now)...I really really wish that I could go to camp...seriously, if I got the oppurtunity to go to camp right this second, I would give up all of my trips this summer just to go..thats how much camp means to me...It's saddening because all of my camp friends are talking about it and looking forward to it so much, but I can't look forward to it because I'm not going...I'm afraid that they are going to go home after it and be all "Ashley who?"...Not that I expect them to do that, but its just a fear that I have about almost everything and everyone...I know that they are going to have an awesome time...but I wish I could be there to have an awesome time with them...So besides that big chunk of my summer missing, I have a really busy summer...
- KRBE Earth Day (Rooney...HELL YEAH)~ May 29
- Harry Potter (Something Wicked This Way Comes) and Degrassi party~June 4
- Hawaii (oo hott surfers!!)~June 12-19
- My SwEeT sIxTeEn~June 20 (hell yeah!!!!) -and father's day-
- Roxy with the girlies~June 21
- My mom's birthday~June 22 (and Rain's-there Mel)
- Orlando and Jacksonville~June 27-July 2
- MeLiSsA's SwEeT sIxTeEn~June 30
- New York with Melissa~July 15-25 (omg awesome!!)
- Liscense and HaNnAh'S sWeEt SiXtEeN~July 26
Ok, so yes, but I would definitely give it all up for Gesher...you know it!!
And damn it, I got the sheet of paper for AP US that tells us what we have to do during the summer...AGHGHG I am going to die!! its SO much...memorizing the presidents, writing a paper on a biography of some one important in the 17th, 18th, or 19th century in US history...and SO much other stuff...good thing I have all those plane rides to do that on...
* I am in the midst of my mother screaming at Hayley...and I am giggling*
My geometry teacher told me I was breaking dress code today...I wasn't...biatch...
On a rainy day like this, I craved mudsliding, or atleast dancing and being crazy in the rain with my Ramah Chikas...damn it...It started storming during 4th period-we were watching Schindler's List and I accidentally slapped Sarah and I was like ITS RAINING...it was funny...
I think I'm continuing a crush on some one...I dont want to...Its like picking up from last time...I got myself over him, but he was so cute today, it was really adorable...AH ASHLEY STOP IT!!
I drove in the rain today to pick up my sister from Weiner..scary fun...Smells Like Teen Spirit came on the radio and it was fun...then my mom turned it off...grr...
Damn confirmation rehearsals in 45 minutes...can't u feel my excitement...not
xoxoashley