Poetry
Poetry ©
Daddy
Daddy, Daddy
why can't you see
that I'm your little girl?
Daddy, Daddy
why do you drink
so much and leave me
cold while you leave
Mommy crying about you?
Daddy, Daddy
why do you hit Mommy
until she falls down
and tries to pick herself up?
Daddy, Daddy
why do you cheat
on Mommy for
another woman?
Daddy, Daddy
why do you yell at
Mommy and go out
late at night to bars?
Daddy, Daddy
why say mean things
to Mommy and end up
in an accident and dying?
Oh Daddy, Daddy
I miss you,
come back Daddy
don't go but you went on
with the flow
to Heaven's door.
Thank You, Mr. Harris (May 27, 2005)
Say Mr. Harris,
thank you for being my
teacher this year.
Say Mr. Harris,
You taught me so much
during my years in your
class whenever I was sad
and in my troubled times.
Say Mr. Harris,
I admire you because, you
play the violin so well. Also,
you taught me so many
things I never knew about.
Say Mr. Harris,
I would never forget you
this day and so forth.
So remember me if I died today
or for you so, thank you for
being there for me.
Say Mr. Harris,
I remembered you told me
to smile and to never give
up and to fake it.
Say Mr. Harris,
Remember me when you
helped me during my years
of being depressed and happy.
Say Mr. Harris,
You are like a father to
me so don't forget that.
Thank you, Mr. Harris!
Thank you, Mr. Harris!
Thank You, Mr. Harris!
Thank you for being there.
Actions Speak Louder Than Words
You said we were friends
you said you would be there
you said you wouldn't forget me
you also said I love you...
words are so useless that it doesn't
mean anything at all so why say it with
words if you don't mean it with all your heart
look around you as feelings inside your head
just fall apart and shatter like a glass vase
I'm sorry I made you angry I just thought we
could be friends and know each other but I
guess I was wrong so think about before our
time is through and finished until the ends
of the earth and we are in the land of...
No return
Robot
Artificial intelligence
no feelings, programed
to be an act of service
a human-like machine
to be happy all the time
Robot
Tears can't come out
because it will cause
damage and breakdown
Robot
Feeling bored with nothing
to do but smiling at
things all the time and
living a better life until
it's turned off completely
I am that Robot with no
emotions and feelings
except happiness so unplug me,
turn off the electricity and
let the smile stay where it's at
Frozen in place smiling
forever and ever
Robot
Artificial intelligence
and programed all the
time until it's shut down
and is no more
Frozen in place forever
I am that Robot
Tears
...Crying softly...
Warm, salty, drained
until there is nothing left
but puddles and water
Tears are something to shed,
something to let out and
something to show feelings
through your eyes until it falls
Tears are not useless
unless you cry them
out for no reason
Let me cry on you and let it
out so please, if
only you were here to dry my tears
away, to hold me tight and to
never let me go out of your sight
Wipe my tears away with
your finger, lift my chin up,
kiss me and hold me
Please let me cry on you
as if it was the end of
the world and as if
tomorrow never came
I'm crying and saying,
"This is not enough!"
I'm crying so much until you
cry with me until our eyes
water and bleed with tears
Cry with me, love. And
as we cry together, let
us hold each other and
never let us go out of
each others' sight
Naked
I'm feel so lost and cold
I can't feel myself because
I'm so numb and I long for
someone like you to hold me
and to wrap me in their arms
I'm naked and bare and I am so
numb I can't feel myself stand
and your love keeps me warm
I know it does because I feel you
and I know you because you know me
hold my naked body tight and never
let it go because only you can
make it feel warm by your body
I am naked and numb and I can't feel
myself being warm and only you can
make me feel warm and good inside
Faking It
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
I'm-I'm okay...
Quiet,
Emotional,
Happy.
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
I'm-I'm okay...
you should know
how much it means to
fake it. So it goes like this:
faking to be happy
will make you happy
faking to be sad
will make you sad
faking to be emotional
makes you emotional
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
I'm-I'm okay...
thank you God, family,
friends and Mr. Harris
thank you for telling
me to fake my feelings
I will never forget you
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
Seriously, I'm really okay.
Little Stringed Puppet
Muted,
Pulling,
Tugging,
Moving,
Dancing
I feel like I'm being
moved by a person. Trapped
on a stage and nowhere to go
I'm a little stringed puppet
that makes children laugh
and to enjoy the fun
I'm a little stringed puppet
that is moved by human hands
I can't breathe air and I can't
show emotions and sadly all I have
is the same exact face over and over
Muted,
Pulling,
Tugging,
Moving,
Dancing
I'm a little stringed puppet
and all I do all these things
to make children laugh and to
enjoy all the things I do to
make them happy and loved
I'm a little stringed puppet
Tom Boy
I'm closed in and I feel
nothing inside my mind
and inside my heart I feel
so alone without anybody
God, family, friends and
admirers say, "Hey DarLing.
Wear a dress. Dressing up like
a boy makes you sad."
I don't like dressing up
seriously, honestly
I'm just trying to be me
if anyone of the same sex
try to say I'm gay and a boy
I don't really care about it
I'm proud of being a girl
and dressing like a boy
shows my feelings of being sad
and you can't change that
love me for who I am because
everybody is different in so
many ways, shapes, and looks
I'm just a young woman who is
unique you don't like me this way,
deal with it and leave me alone
I'm just me and you can't
change me for who I am
on the inside out to the
outside in to the middle
Loner
I don't need anyone.
My friends think they
need me so they call me.
my Mother says, "Be happy.
Everything's going to be
okay. Be happy my angel
child. I love you."
dead silence is my thing
and whoever wants to know
who I am call me this, "Loner".
Because I am one at heart.
I'm a loner. Find out
who I am on the inside.
It's never too late to
find out about me.
Gay Boy
You look gently,
Wait for his attention.
The same feelings,
but with the same gender.
But I don't understand.
How many times is it possible,
To live love in secret?
It's very hard,
To hide your habits,
it is very hard,
To hide mine emotions.
A very, very, very, very,
Indecent desire.
Gay boy, gay boy,
Be more cheeky with me.
Don't blush with shame,
Gay boy, gay boy.
I long for you to hold
me like your boyfriend does.
Gay boy, gay boy.
Be delighted with me.
Hard to say but,
all I get from you
is this a piece of silence.
Fighting back tears,
Thoughts prevent me to live.
It's hard to listen.
No, I don't understand.
Yes, I know all your secrets.
How can you like the pain of hard objects?
Even so, I know it's hopeless.
But I dream, and conceal, conceal,
conceal, conceal, conceal, conceal.
Blood
Bleeding wrists, crying
eyes until you feel numb.
Blood falling from the sky
like rain drops.
Blood on your shirt is
like paint. Blood spilling
on your hand from glass.
Bleeding and screaming
until you can't anymore.
Bloodstained windows
are appearing out of the
mists and into darkness.
I'm really bleeding
for you. Cry for me.
(More to come. See more in the future.)
Daddy
Daddy, Daddy
why can't you see
that I'm your little girl?
Daddy, Daddy
why do you drink
so much and leave me
cold while you leave
Mommy crying about you?
Daddy, Daddy
why do you hit Mommy
until she falls down
and tries to pick herself up?
Daddy, Daddy
why do you cheat
on Mommy for
another woman?
Daddy, Daddy
why do you yell at
Mommy and go out
late at night to bars?
Daddy, Daddy
why say mean things
to Mommy and end up
in an accident and dying?
Oh Daddy, Daddy
I miss you,
come back Daddy
don't go but you went on
with the flow
to Heaven's door.
Thank You, Mr. Harris (May 27, 2005)
Say Mr. Harris,
thank you for being my
teacher this year.
Say Mr. Harris,
You taught me so much
during my years in your
class whenever I was sad
and in my troubled times.
Say Mr. Harris,
I admire you because, you
play the violin so well. Also,
you taught me so many
things I never knew about.
Say Mr. Harris,
I would never forget you
this day and so forth.
So remember me if I died today
or for you so, thank you for
being there for me.
Say Mr. Harris,
I remembered you told me
to smile and to never give
up and to fake it.
Say Mr. Harris,
Remember me when you
helped me during my years
of being depressed and happy.
Say Mr. Harris,
You are like a father to
me so don't forget that.
Thank you, Mr. Harris!
Thank you, Mr. Harris!
Thank You, Mr. Harris!
Thank you for being there.
Actions Speak Louder Than Words
You said we were friends
you said you would be there
you said you wouldn't forget me
you also said I love you...
words are so useless that it doesn't
mean anything at all so why say it with
words if you don't mean it with all your heart
look around you as feelings inside your head
just fall apart and shatter like a glass vase
I'm sorry I made you angry I just thought we
could be friends and know each other but I
guess I was wrong so think about before our
time is through and finished until the ends
of the earth and we are in the land of...
No return
Robot
Artificial intelligence
no feelings, programed
to be an act of service
a human-like machine
to be happy all the time
Robot
Tears can't come out
because it will cause
damage and breakdown
Robot
Feeling bored with nothing
to do but smiling at
things all the time and
living a better life until
it's turned off completely
I am that Robot with no
emotions and feelings
except happiness so unplug me,
turn off the electricity and
let the smile stay where it's at
Frozen in place smiling
forever and ever
Robot
Artificial intelligence
and programed all the
time until it's shut down
and is no more
Frozen in place forever
I am that Robot
Tears
...Crying softly...
Warm, salty, drained
until there is nothing left
but puddles and water
Tears are something to shed,
something to let out and
something to show feelings
through your eyes until it falls
Tears are not useless
unless you cry them
out for no reason
Let me cry on you and let it
out so please, if
only you were here to dry my tears
away, to hold me tight and to
never let me go out of your sight
Wipe my tears away with
your finger, lift my chin up,
kiss me and hold me
Please let me cry on you
as if it was the end of
the world and as if
tomorrow never came
I'm crying and saying,
"This is not enough!"
I'm crying so much until you
cry with me until our eyes
water and bleed with tears
Cry with me, love. And
as we cry together, let
us hold each other and
never let us go out of
each others' sight
Naked
I'm feel so lost and cold
I can't feel myself because
I'm so numb and I long for
someone like you to hold me
and to wrap me in their arms
I'm naked and bare and I am so
numb I can't feel myself stand
and your love keeps me warm
I know it does because I feel you
and I know you because you know me
hold my naked body tight and never
let it go because only you can
make it feel warm by your body
I am naked and numb and I can't feel
myself being warm and only you can
make me feel warm and good inside
Faking It
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
I'm-I'm okay...
Quiet,
Emotional,
Happy.
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
I'm-I'm okay...
you should know
how much it means to
fake it. So it goes like this:
faking to be happy
will make you happy
faking to be sad
will make you sad
faking to be emotional
makes you emotional
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
I'm-I'm okay...
thank you God, family,
friends and Mr. Harris
thank you for telling
me to fake my feelings
I will never forget you
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
I'm okay...
Seriously, I'm really okay.
Little Stringed Puppet
Muted,
Pulling,
Tugging,
Moving,
Dancing
I feel like I'm being
moved by a person. Trapped
on a stage and nowhere to go
I'm a little stringed puppet
that makes children laugh
and to enjoy the fun
I'm a little stringed puppet
that is moved by human hands
I can't breathe air and I can't
show emotions and sadly all I have
is the same exact face over and over
Muted,
Pulling,
Tugging,
Moving,
Dancing
I'm a little stringed puppet
and all I do all these things
to make children laugh and to
enjoy all the things I do to
make them happy and loved
I'm a little stringed puppet
Tom Boy
I'm closed in and I feel
nothing inside my mind
and inside my heart I feel
so alone without anybody
God, family, friends and
admirers say, "Hey DarLing.
Wear a dress. Dressing up like
a boy makes you sad."
I don't like dressing up
seriously, honestly
I'm just trying to be me
if anyone of the same sex
try to say I'm gay and a boy
I don't really care about it
I'm proud of being a girl
and dressing like a boy
shows my feelings of being sad
and you can't change that
love me for who I am because
everybody is different in so
many ways, shapes, and looks
I'm just a young woman who is
unique you don't like me this way,
deal with it and leave me alone
I'm just me and you can't
change me for who I am
on the inside out to the
outside in to the middle
Loner
I don't need anyone.
My friends think they
need me so they call me.
my Mother says, "Be happy.
Everything's going to be
okay. Be happy my angel
child. I love you."
dead silence is my thing
and whoever wants to know
who I am call me this, "Loner".
Because I am one at heart.
I'm a loner. Find out
who I am on the inside.
It's never too late to
find out about me.
Gay Boy
You look gently,
Wait for his attention.
The same feelings,
but with the same gender.
But I don't understand.
How many times is it possible,
To live love in secret?
It's very hard,
To hide your habits,
it is very hard,
To hide mine emotions.
A very, very, very, very,
Indecent desire.
Gay boy, gay boy,
Be more cheeky with me.
Don't blush with shame,
Gay boy, gay boy.
I long for you to hold
me like your boyfriend does.
Gay boy, gay boy.
Be delighted with me.
Hard to say but,
all I get from you
is this a piece of silence.
Fighting back tears,
Thoughts prevent me to live.
It's hard to listen.
No, I don't understand.
Yes, I know all your secrets.
How can you like the pain of hard objects?
Even so, I know it's hopeless.
But I dream, and conceal, conceal,
conceal, conceal, conceal, conceal.
Blood
Bleeding wrists, crying
eyes until you feel numb.
Blood falling from the sky
like rain drops.
Blood on your shirt is
like paint. Blood spilling
on your hand from glass.
Bleeding and screaming
until you can't anymore.
Bloodstained windows
are appearing out of the
mists and into darkness.
I'm really bleeding
for you. Cry for me.
(More to come. See more in the future.)