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Idk why...Ive just been in a really REALLY pissy mood lately. LIke nothing satisfies me (if u take that sexualy im gonna hit you) and its really annoying. Cuz i mean, I hate how im feeling and I hate taking it out on other ppl
*if i have been a bitch to you im sorry*
Here are some various reasons that I COULD be pissed
*didnt make the musical...and sorry but stage crew is boring...i wanna be on stage...i wanna learn the songs and the dances...i wanna put on makeup and do my hair all screwy...i wanna be with all my senior friends, and susie, and radha, and julie, and sarah, and rob, and max, and eric, and *sigh* meet so many others....oh well at least theres always the cast part
*things are happening that i cant...i mean CANT...control...and i want to...cuz i cant stand seeing ppl i love get hurt like this
*I feel like i piss off my friends..and i wanna change...but idk how
*schoolwork is gettin to be too much...hw is all i do...and i stress over grades 24/7
idk anymore :/
On a brighter note...my friend from ccd and i are talkin bout me shawdowin someone at whitnal...could be fun
went to a surprise party...talk to more ppl now :) luv ya eric, teddy, pat, dave...u guys are awesome new friendzies lol
*if i have been a bitch to you im sorry*
Here are some various reasons that I COULD be pissed
*didnt make the musical...and sorry but stage crew is boring...i wanna be on stage...i wanna learn the songs and the dances...i wanna put on makeup and do my hair all screwy...i wanna be with all my senior friends, and susie, and radha, and julie, and sarah, and rob, and max, and eric, and *sigh* meet so many others....oh well at least theres always the cast part
*things are happening that i cant...i mean CANT...control...and i want to...cuz i cant stand seeing ppl i love get hurt like this
*I feel like i piss off my friends..and i wanna change...but idk how
*schoolwork is gettin to be too much...hw is all i do...and i stress over grades 24/7
idk anymore :/
On a brighter note...my friend from ccd and i are talkin bout me shawdowin someone at whitnal...could be fun
went to a surprise party...talk to more ppl now :) luv ya eric, teddy, pat, dave...u guys are awesome new friendzies lol