life
hey yall....whats up? not too mcuh with me. just chillin at my house, and being madd cold. lol. listening to music and talking to my mommy online. a lot of shit is going on right now, and i feel so...lost....and confused.
i dont even know where to start. my mom is going through a lot of shit, and i hate it. just when i thought shit with her was finally ok, it changed and all got screwed up. all because of one meddeling bitch, and i thought she was good people. but i guess i was worng.
and then theres the shit at my house. my dad has been better, but still, he makes little comments that really piss me off. and sue has been\, well sue lately. same as always.still a fat bitch out to make everyone elsemiserable because shes not happy. and she is the worst gambeler ever. but, whatever.
and kevin..i dotn even want to talk about that. especially sine i like someone else, and i have for a while. but i dont know if anything would ever work out with that person. and still, i dont want to hurt kevin. its just that, i honestly cant talk to him. it always seems like he doesnt care. like, i have so mcuh shit going on wiht me rght now, and he has no idea. he just..seems so distant whenever i want to talk to him. which is opposite from whenever we r at school. cuz then he is all over me, and he just...i dont know how to say it. its just that he puts his hands on me all the time. sometimes i just want some room to breathe but he dint understand that. i dont know how long htis can work out. and still, that other person...it would be so nice to be with him. i talk to him about everything, and he cares. i love it.
well, theres stil mad shit going on, however, i dont feel like talking about it right now.....
i dont even know where to start. my mom is going through a lot of shit, and i hate it. just when i thought shit with her was finally ok, it changed and all got screwed up. all because of one meddeling bitch, and i thought she was good people. but i guess i was worng.
and then theres the shit at my house. my dad has been better, but still, he makes little comments that really piss me off. and sue has been\, well sue lately. same as always.still a fat bitch out to make everyone elsemiserable because shes not happy. and she is the worst gambeler ever. but, whatever.
and kevin..i dotn even want to talk about that. especially sine i like someone else, and i have for a while. but i dont know if anything would ever work out with that person. and still, i dont want to hurt kevin. its just that, i honestly cant talk to him. it always seems like he doesnt care. like, i have so mcuh shit going on wiht me rght now, and he has no idea. he just..seems so distant whenever i want to talk to him. which is opposite from whenever we r at school. cuz then he is all over me, and he just...i dont know how to say it. its just that he puts his hands on me all the time. sometimes i just want some room to breathe but he dint understand that. i dont know how long htis can work out. and still, that other person...it would be so nice to be with him. i talk to him about everything, and he cares. i love it.
well, theres stil mad shit going on, however, i dont feel like talking about it right now.....