And a post dedicated to how I am feeling right now.

Sep 07, 2004 22:33

"Men are rats. Listen to me. They're fleas on rats. Worse than that. They're amoebas on fleas on rats. They're too low for even the dogs to bite. The only man a girl can depend on is her daddy."
--Frenchy, Grease

And some men are even worse than that. Some men are better. The Timmy and the SL are there...but its nice to think its just daddy, cuz I hate to break it to you guys, my Daddy is # 1 in my book of men in my life.

I knew that my life was turning out too much like that movie. For a while I was thinking "goodbye to Sandra Dee" and then a quote from one of my favorite songs convinced me not to. "why you come close to selling out, reconsider."

And now song lyrics, given to me by Taja, they match quite well, except he did apologize, and I told him: "my darling, you're such a child. you think that by saying, 'i'm sorry,' all the errors and hurts of these days past can be remedied, obliterated from the mind, all the poison drawn from old wounds..."
Its from GWTW. But read the line that says "And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it"
Okay, honestly...him apologizing wouldn't have done anything. But most of the song is right. After all, there is only so much you can forgive someone for, right? Sometimes...you just have to choose the lesser of two evils, hurting now, or getting seriously hurt beyond all comprehension later.

Would have given up my life for you
Guess it's true what they say about love
It's blind
Girl, you lied straight to my face
Looking in my eyes
And I believed you 'cause I loved you more than life
And all you had to do
Was apologize

You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me, again

No, no, no, no, no, no

Sadness has me at the end of the line
Helpless watched you break this heart of mine
And loneliness only wants you back here with me
Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me
And all you had to do
Was apologize, and mean it

But you didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me

It's like hell I could go back in time
Maybe then I could see how
Forgiveness says that I should give you one more try
But it's too late, it's over now

You didn't say you're sorry
I don't understand
You don't care that you hurt me
And now I'm half the man
That I used to be when it was you and me
You didn't love me enough
My heart may never mend
And you'll never get to love me
Again

Again, yeah, yeah
Again, again, again, yeah, yeah, yeah
Never get to love me
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