Mother Dearest
My mother saw them today. I did my best to hide them for as long as I could. I think I might have lasted four months.
She is taking tennis away from me. How does that make me feel? My whole body yearned to cry, but I couldn*t. Infact, I didn*t even try. My insides turned and every bit of my body wanted to throw up tears...but my head....my emotions, were too exhausted to even care. I just sat there, lifeless, as she told me this. It doesn*t feel any different from all the other times she has scolded me. She does that a lot lately. The fact that I have learned to build a wall force around me when she is on a rampage like that might have been what protected me from the tears. She is the most degrading, vile woman I know. I hate her.
allyssa
She is taking tennis away from me. How does that make me feel? My whole body yearned to cry, but I couldn*t. Infact, I didn*t even try. My insides turned and every bit of my body wanted to throw up tears...but my head....my emotions, were too exhausted to even care. I just sat there, lifeless, as she told me this. It doesn*t feel any different from all the other times she has scolded me. She does that a lot lately. The fact that I have learned to build a wall force around me when she is on a rampage like that might have been what protected me from the tears. She is the most degrading, vile woman I know. I hate her.
allyssa