am I going crazy or what??
ugh! okay tell me if this makes sense to anyone.
I've been craving Red Lobster for the past week and everyday when I ask if we can go we're always busy so we can't go. So I just made plans with Andrea to go and then we're going to a movie after that. As soon as I told my mom that she was like well what if we went tomorrow, would you go then and I said no because I have Danny's grad party and then I think we're swimming after that so I wouldn't be able to. And my dad was like so you can't because you choose not to be here and I was like yeah, and he said that that was part of the reason we hadn't gone-cause I wasn't home on the days we could. So why don't they tell me that on the day then before I go anywhere? But so my mom was like what happened to you telling danny that you were going to spend more time with your family and less with him. First of all I haven't been hanging out with him a lot lately and second of all when I have been home this week, I've been home alone! What is the point of being home when I'm just going to sit there alone and do nothing? Is it just so they can say shes at the house not with Danny? Cause thats fucked up if thats the case. I don't understand it how my friends can go hang out with eachother and their parents don't seem to care, as long as they know where they are. Its so frustrating. It makes no sense to me for me to be home when I'm either home alone, or I just sit there and watch tv or sit on the computer. Even when they are home I don't really interact with them so whats the difference?? Ugh I don't get it!!!
I cannot wait until college!! I just want to be out of here!!! I won't have to deal with this anymore and I won't have to feel like I'm 5!! Am I just crazy or does it not make sense to anyone else either??
I've been craving Red Lobster for the past week and everyday when I ask if we can go we're always busy so we can't go. So I just made plans with Andrea to go and then we're going to a movie after that. As soon as I told my mom that she was like well what if we went tomorrow, would you go then and I said no because I have Danny's grad party and then I think we're swimming after that so I wouldn't be able to. And my dad was like so you can't because you choose not to be here and I was like yeah, and he said that that was part of the reason we hadn't gone-cause I wasn't home on the days we could. So why don't they tell me that on the day then before I go anywhere? But so my mom was like what happened to you telling danny that you were going to spend more time with your family and less with him. First of all I haven't been hanging out with him a lot lately and second of all when I have been home this week, I've been home alone! What is the point of being home when I'm just going to sit there alone and do nothing? Is it just so they can say shes at the house not with Danny? Cause thats fucked up if thats the case. I don't understand it how my friends can go hang out with eachother and their parents don't seem to care, as long as they know where they are. Its so frustrating. It makes no sense to me for me to be home when I'm either home alone, or I just sit there and watch tv or sit on the computer. Even when they are home I don't really interact with them so whats the difference?? Ugh I don't get it!!!
I cannot wait until college!! I just want to be out of here!!! I won't have to deal with this anymore and I won't have to feel like I'm 5!! Am I just crazy or does it not make sense to anyone else either??