why bother
these past months have been cruel.
i guess im supposed to write something happy like what i got for christmas?
-new computer with dvd, cd burner, and flat screen monitor
-dvd player
-charter instant access for my computer, and charter cable
-$170
-new Ride snowboarding pants
-gift certificate to piercing emporium
-30 minutes to Indian Summer tanning salon
those are the main things.
so what so i have to be depressed about, right?
well unlike most of you who have posted on this about what you recieved, these material items mean nothing to me if i dont have people to enjoy them with. the best part about the holidays for me is not presents, but spending time with my family. you know, the people who will actually matter in 20 years? some of the shit i read on this thing is just incredibly pathetic, yet people skip over my entries because theyre "too long".
whatever... i dont know why i even bother reading about your lives when no one gives a fuck to read about mine. or even call me when they know somethings wrong.
i dont know why i still care about all of you assholes. why do i have to care about everyone when all they do is fuck me over?
QPOWTKLNQwrwrtiaTE%^&*()q#r NSART,NG/.
i had to get that out. ok... that should probably cover the next month until i have the same thing to complain about.
oh, also... NOT TO BE A TOTAL BITCH BUT...IF YOU'RE NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST, TAKE ME OFF YOURS PLEASE. I DON'T KNOW HALF OF YOU AND I DONT LIKE LURKERS
xoxo
i guess im supposed to write something happy like what i got for christmas?
-new computer with dvd, cd burner, and flat screen monitor
-dvd player
-charter instant access for my computer, and charter cable
-$170
-new Ride snowboarding pants
-gift certificate to piercing emporium
-30 minutes to Indian Summer tanning salon
those are the main things.
so what so i have to be depressed about, right?
well unlike most of you who have posted on this about what you recieved, these material items mean nothing to me if i dont have people to enjoy them with. the best part about the holidays for me is not presents, but spending time with my family. you know, the people who will actually matter in 20 years? some of the shit i read on this thing is just incredibly pathetic, yet people skip over my entries because theyre "too long".
whatever... i dont know why i even bother reading about your lives when no one gives a fuck to read about mine. or even call me when they know somethings wrong.
i dont know why i still care about all of you assholes. why do i have to care about everyone when all they do is fuck me over?
QPOWTKLNQwrwrtiaTE%^&*()q#r NSART,NG/.
i had to get that out. ok... that should probably cover the next month until i have the same thing to complain about.
oh, also... NOT TO BE A TOTAL BITCH BUT...IF YOU'RE NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST, TAKE ME OFF YOURS PLEASE. I DON'T KNOW HALF OF YOU AND I DONT LIKE LURKERS
xoxo