Dec 22, 2005 11:05
This isn't a good day so far. I woke up at 8...even though it's vacation. Why? Don't ask why. I'm just weird and when it comes to sleeping in late during school I just can't do it. So I wasted away on the computer and watched the Aviator. Good movie, I recommend it.
So my sister, Stephanie, walks out of her room at 10 still surely asleep wearing my mutha f'in jacket. My favorite one to be precise. Now I know I borrow her clothes a lot, but I ask for them and give them back. I do not take them without permission and I do sleep in them. God knows she hasn't changed her sheets 415486312354 months. It's disgusting and I boiled over when I saw her. So went and told my mom "Tell your oldest daughter thanks for taking my jacket without asking permission. It pisses me off." and walked out of the room. I'm a drama queen I really am, but dammnit! Stephanie comes out of the bathroom and I stop her, "Thanks for taking my jacket without permission." She nods her head like the fucking bitch she is. I can't stand her so much, but what does she do? She keeps walking towards her room. I stopped her and grabbed by the arm and said "Give it back now please." I basically started to rip it from her and well she just kinda decided to shove it in my face. Hitting my left eye with the zipper in the process. WTF?
A few minutes ago my mom asked for me and she said "You know you take her stuff all the time." I went by saying blah blah she slept in it and yadda yadda yadda. "She would've given it back." I looked her straight in the eye and said "Bullshit." really sternly. She's now obviously pissed. I've had a really problem lately of not caring if I cuss around my parents. For my whole life I thought they would down right murder me if I said said fuck out loud. Well I did and all they did was shake their heads.
I turned on my angry Green Day and just blocked them out. I hate getting so upset like this because I shouldn't be. I shouldn't be angry like this. Threatening and all that I want to down right murder her ass. I may have a problem in reality, but mainly it's because I woke up too fuckin early.
Ugh.