nothing...
i dont like pretending to be happy without him
im not happy
i went to peddlers with my cousin in attempt to get my mind off things..not happening
the only thing i could think about was him and i talked about him to strangers
then i played golden tee and that didnt help either
i broke down when i got to my car.. i didnt want to wake him up but i had to call him and i told him the same thing.. and i said that maybe after the golf course tomorrow his dad could drop him off here and then i could take him home..and i can tell him things i havent
hes the one i want to be with no matter what
it didnt help the situation when this girl was flirting with me either.. kinda felt uncomfortable about that..
yea people tell me ill get over it..but really this is hurting me more than any relationship ive been in...
the card i gave to him today said this...
No one ever said that love was easy or that there wouldn't be misunderstanding or moments when lovers would need to be apart in order to lover better or more completely. I know we've had some difficult moments lately, and sometimes I wonder if we'll ever see eye to eye or if our actions will ever reflect what we really feel inside. But I want you to know my heart still belongs to you, and no matter how difficult this situation is for us, I know we'll get through it. I hope you still believe in me...because I still believe in you, and I will always believe in us.
I'm really embarrassed for the way I acted and I wish I could undo it. But all I can do is admit that I made a big mistake, tell you honestly that I feel really bad about it...and ask you to forgive me. I wish I could change what happened, but I can't. So I'll focus on making sure it won't happen again, because it never will and it shouldn't have. I don't want things to be awkward between us...and I do want you to know I care about your feelings, and you very much.
I care about you now and I always will. I wanted you to be my one and only.
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I'm here by myself at home.. I'm sad but not as depressed as I could be and if I was nothing would help it either..except for him.
if you have anything to say please dont say that things will get better because that makes me wanna cry or that youll find someone else..so i guess that leaves you with nothing to say...
im not happy
i went to peddlers with my cousin in attempt to get my mind off things..not happening
the only thing i could think about was him and i talked about him to strangers
then i played golden tee and that didnt help either
i broke down when i got to my car.. i didnt want to wake him up but i had to call him and i told him the same thing.. and i said that maybe after the golf course tomorrow his dad could drop him off here and then i could take him home..and i can tell him things i havent
hes the one i want to be with no matter what
it didnt help the situation when this girl was flirting with me either.. kinda felt uncomfortable about that..
yea people tell me ill get over it..but really this is hurting me more than any relationship ive been in...
the card i gave to him today said this...
No one ever said that love was easy or that there wouldn't be misunderstanding or moments when lovers would need to be apart in order to lover better or more completely. I know we've had some difficult moments lately, and sometimes I wonder if we'll ever see eye to eye or if our actions will ever reflect what we really feel inside. But I want you to know my heart still belongs to you, and no matter how difficult this situation is for us, I know we'll get through it. I hope you still believe in me...because I still believe in you, and I will always believe in us.
I'm really embarrassed for the way I acted and I wish I could undo it. But all I can do is admit that I made a big mistake, tell you honestly that I feel really bad about it...and ask you to forgive me. I wish I could change what happened, but I can't. So I'll focus on making sure it won't happen again, because it never will and it shouldn't have. I don't want things to be awkward between us...and I do want you to know I care about your feelings, and you very much.
I care about you now and I always will. I wanted you to be my one and only.
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I'm here by myself at home.. I'm sad but not as depressed as I could be and if I was nothing would help it either..except for him.
if you have anything to say please dont say that things will get better because that makes me wanna cry or that youll find someone else..so i guess that leaves you with nothing to say...