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Hmm. Nothing much lately. I'm going to hang out with Matt tonight. I guess you can now call me a "job hopper". But like all other I intend to stay @ this one. -...It's "Chick-Fil-A". Gosh I love the food.
So I have TOTALLY forbidden myself from saying "God" in vain. So yeah.
Um, Big stress relief today.
Physics Energy Project was turned in! Thank "Gosh"!
Spanish project turned in!
Algebra II test DONE, and DONE GOOD!
Last cooking Day in N & W!
Yeah, that's it.
So, I always here people talking about this one person. I "Dislike" quite a bit, yet I still care about them. And I can't help but be my nosy self and be like what did you say??? And listen and sometimes, by mistake join into the conversation. And then I am off task for the rest of the day thinking about them. And how much I care about them. And that I just want to be able to be friends. But at the moment, with the way things are going I don't know how that will work. I really don't. And it is so frustrating because I don't know what to do. Should I give up, like everyone else. Sometimes I think, der, of course you should. All that is, is a waste of your time KT. But then on other cases I think, DUDE, focus KT, look and realize what you are loosing by giving up. AND I am like OMG(gosh), what should I do? And people try to help, and it works. But they were there the whole time. They don't know what we had. What we had was special. I am bad on getting over things. Real bad. I just wish that it wasn't on my mind so much. I wish I knew what to do, and I didn't have to deal with this. But I guess unlike those people that give up...I guess...I guess still care.
So I have TOTALLY forbidden myself from saying "God" in vain. So yeah.
Um, Big stress relief today.
Physics Energy Project was turned in! Thank "Gosh"!
Spanish project turned in!
Algebra II test DONE, and DONE GOOD!
Last cooking Day in N & W!
Yeah, that's it.
So, I always here people talking about this one person. I "Dislike" quite a bit, yet I still care about them. And I can't help but be my nosy self and be like what did you say??? And listen and sometimes, by mistake join into the conversation. And then I am off task for the rest of the day thinking about them. And how much I care about them. And that I just want to be able to be friends. But at the moment, with the way things are going I don't know how that will work. I really don't. And it is so frustrating because I don't know what to do. Should I give up, like everyone else. Sometimes I think, der, of course you should. All that is, is a waste of your time KT. But then on other cases I think, DUDE, focus KT, look and realize what you are loosing by giving up. AND I am like OMG(gosh), what should I do? And people try to help, and it works. But they were there the whole time. They don't know what we had. What we had was special. I am bad on getting over things. Real bad. I just wish that it wasn't on my mind so much. I wish I knew what to do, and I didn't have to deal with this. But I guess unlike those people that give up...I guess...I guess still care.