Feb 01, 2007 21:48
First algebra test tomorrow.
I miss Brandon. He promised me things wouldn't change, but they have. I'm not mad, just disapointed. He said he feels like he's losing me, well he has. I wait for no one. I get played for no one, and I feel bad because of no one. =/ I can't even fault him tho. Only me. I'm glad god brought him in my life tho, because he helped me finally move on from B*word. I'm thankful for that.
Feeling kinda cold-hearted. Niggas be tryin' to warm up to me and shit and I dismiss all they ass. I just don't have time being someones fuck-buddy, side chick, or main chick they cheating on. None of the above. So suck my juice box or get out my face with shit. I think I need to be medicated sometimes because I'll be happy one minute and damn bout to break into tears the next...weird? I know. I was at work this morning and just broke out crying.