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I love college and everything, but it's so hard to be away from Matt...I talk to him at least three times a day on the phone, but its so hard to care so much about somebody and not being able to hold them and just be with him. It's hard, but I know it would be impossible for me to break up with him because I know from experience that nobody is going to compare to him, and at this point I really can't picture myself without him. He's become such a big part of me and I hate the distance. I would give anything just to be with him for a second.