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It would be a lot easier to not miss Matt if he wasnt so damn cute! He emails me a lot now, and i am pretty sure he hates it there just as much as I said he would...I love that kid so damn much! I wanna go visit him soooo bad and I think I might. I feel guilty about like kissing other guys or hanging out with them and stuff, but i know that if I just put my life on hold that this will just turn into another Lou situation and it will take me years to get over him, but I do care about him and how he feels and it hurts to be with anyone else but I know that it the end it will make m life a lot easier. I hope that I am single when he comes home for Christmas because I really would not mind dropping everything and just picking it up where we left off before he left.
So things with my parents suck, but thats not a surprise...
I only have to pay $ 7,000 per semister at college! which means $ 14,00 per year which is like more then half of what I wouldve had to pay if my parents weren't divorced and i have 10 years after graduation to pay it back
So things with my parents suck, but thats not a surprise...
I only have to pay $ 7,000 per semister at college! which means $ 14,00 per year which is like more then half of what I wouldve had to pay if my parents weren't divorced and i have 10 years after graduation to pay it back