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Took the day off work. Went to every doctor imaginable. Getting through getting through. Cant wait to be in L.a. with people who will love me. And then I'll find the love for myself. I wish I could stop loving him immediately. I want to hurt him so badly. Quiero cortar esa pinche cara bonita. Queiro pegarlo hasta que esta en el suelo llorando y pidiendome a perdonarlo. Y no lo perdono nunca. Su castigo es nunca me va ver ni escuchar otra vez. Va a morir frio y solo. Espero que eso es su destino.