May 07, 2005 22:52
Yeah so, hey all, it turns out that I'm really not dead, just really over worked. Right now I'm getting ready for finals which are next week. Oh the fun that I am having. I really can't wait until the semester is over. Things have been kinda crazy with the home life. I'm basically living in Massachusetts right now. There is much to be said and will try to explain most of it in this update.
So yeah, my mom and dad got into another fight... actually, a few fights. Mom said that this time she was actually thinking about getting a divorce, but she's said that before and I don't think that she will this time. My mom is very weak when it comes to my Dad. So yeah, I'm living with Noel now and still in school. I keep staying with friends in Maine when I have to. My friend Joanna and I are trying to find an apartment in Portland, or near there, and hopefully we will be able to find one so I can move in by the fall. This is a lot of stuff to handle on top of studying for finals and all, but hopefully I will get through it with minimal damage (lol). I'm either waiting for my mother to go back to him so that I can stop giving her my money, or waiting for her to truly leave him and then I will be able to know that she is well. I just want one or the other to happen, I'm tired of not knowing what she is going to do.
I applied for a job at Applebee's in Seabrook and I'm very hopeful about getting the job. I think that I would be able to make good money in tips as a waitress. If I get the job it should be fun.
Anyway, I'm kind of tired right now, so I will hopefully be able to update sooner rather than later.
Buh bye!