I'm not exactly sure...
Love
?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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Angel of love huh.... well I think that that test is bull!
Anyway, I guess that I am not in a good mood right now, but I don't think that it is a bad mood, it's a weird mood. I can't explain it.
I'm tired of living at home. I'm tired of my parents asking me where I'm going when I go out to get some books from my car. I'm tired of my mom telling me that I don't love her enough because I don't talk to her for one day or because she knows that I want to move out and she's trying to make me feel bad. I'm tired of asking for permission to take MY car to a friends house or to Massachusetts. I'm tired of my parents calling me up at 10pm and telling me that I need to be home right away. I'm fucking 19 years old. I've already lived on my own, where the hell were they when I wasn't with them? "Aubrey, why don't you do anything around the house?" Well, I'm never fuckin there, and when I am there I do a ton of shit. Maybe I should quit college so that I can be home more to do more house chores. That sounds like an awesome reason to leave college. They're telling me that maybe I should not go to work because it can be stressful on me... what the hell, my friggen father was the one who told me to go out and look for a job. I don't even know what to do anymore.
And now the friend that I was going to move in with has decided to become irresponsible! Just because her friend had a baby, she has decided to miss a whole shit load of work. Ummm, excuse me but I thought that in order to get an apartment you have to go to work to make money??? I guess that was just my crazy way of thinking!
Other news, my fish died, his name was Spencer. In 5 months I would of had him for 2 years. And even though I can't believe that he's lasted this long, I'm still surprised that he died. And I know that you're all probably saying that it's just a fish, but I think that my fish was different. He knew me, if I were to walk in the room he would come right up to the tank, he didn't do that for anybody else. I don't know, I also got him the first time that my mom went away to go take care of my Tutu in Hawaii, so he was kind of symbolic. I'm so weird.
Anyway, I'm going to sign off now. To all my friends... I love you (that one is especially for Beth).
Buh Bye for now!