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Hi. Things are alright in my life. they could be better but they could also be a whole lot worse. There have been a lot of changes going on in my life, good or bad- i aint quite sure yet. Its sort of a wait and see kind of things. Im scared to death about some of them, im excited, im curious, but most of all im anxious to see what is headed my way. Like they say, when god closes a door, he opens another, and thats exactly what i think he is preparing me for. He's getting ready either open a door or shut it for me.
Mistys last day at work was today. Its sad but i think that things are working out how they are intended to be. I think her and jason are going to be able to have a better lifestyle because of the change. She wont be having to spend all of her time at work. I hope that she is happy with her decision and that she is going to like the path that she has chosen.
My birthday is in 9 days. I guess im excited about it. Its like my birthdays arent really that big of a deal anymore. We dont really celebrate like we used to, its sad because im reminded of the birthdays i used to have when things were different and instead of having a happy birthday im sad. Its just another day though right. Im really excited for brandi because she gets to get her license. She is like a normal teenager, who gets her permit when she was supposed to and moves on to get her license when she is supposed to. Im really happy for her because she is doing so well. She deserves so much. I feel like im kind of drifting away from everybody, but thats good and bad all at one time. But thats life.
Ive just kept everything inside for so long, it feels really good to get all my emotions im feeling off my shoulders. (*sigh*).
I realized the other day, 99% of the people we know at school are all backstabbers. We might not intentionally do things to hurt others, but it happens. Who cares what others think of you, you know? Because in the end it really isnt going to matter. I might see twenty people from high school after i graduate, and those twenty are only going to be people i liked, so what difference does it make what the others say about me?
God never gives you a heads up on things, he just lets everything fall into place without you ever knowing or paying attention to it. For years and years you see the same people everyday and they are the same everyday, until one day there is something different and as little as that change seems, its HUGE! Its amazing, its horrible, its tramatic, its affecting your whole life, you whole world. God has a plan, we cant control his will, so why try?
Mistys last day at work was today. Its sad but i think that things are working out how they are intended to be. I think her and jason are going to be able to have a better lifestyle because of the change. She wont be having to spend all of her time at work. I hope that she is happy with her decision and that she is going to like the path that she has chosen.
My birthday is in 9 days. I guess im excited about it. Its like my birthdays arent really that big of a deal anymore. We dont really celebrate like we used to, its sad because im reminded of the birthdays i used to have when things were different and instead of having a happy birthday im sad. Its just another day though right. Im really excited for brandi because she gets to get her license. She is like a normal teenager, who gets her permit when she was supposed to and moves on to get her license when she is supposed to. Im really happy for her because she is doing so well. She deserves so much. I feel like im kind of drifting away from everybody, but thats good and bad all at one time. But thats life.
Ive just kept everything inside for so long, it feels really good to get all my emotions im feeling off my shoulders. (*sigh*).
I realized the other day, 99% of the people we know at school are all backstabbers. We might not intentionally do things to hurt others, but it happens. Who cares what others think of you, you know? Because in the end it really isnt going to matter. I might see twenty people from high school after i graduate, and those twenty are only going to be people i liked, so what difference does it make what the others say about me?
God never gives you a heads up on things, he just lets everything fall into place without you ever knowing or paying attention to it. For years and years you see the same people everyday and they are the same everyday, until one day there is something different and as little as that change seems, its HUGE! Its amazing, its horrible, its tramatic, its affecting your whole life, you whole world. God has a plan, we cant control his will, so why try?