Feb 08, 2006 23:41
Well it's like late at night can't sleep, it sucks when your sick and you have all these things going through your mind and you know u have to get up at 6am to drive bruno to work and wake the baby up and get the baby ready. Then when we get back he won't go back to sleep and he's grouchy the rest of the morning. Brun and I thought we's solve this problem by buying another car which we did, just our luck it died on us. Damn car, it can go to car hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .
Also it's been kind of bothering me that i seem to be losing touch with everyone and I hate it. Especially with my dad, right from day 1 i know he's always busy and has stuff to do like 24/7.He called me yesterday to let me know he's been in the city for a week and he was leaving today. So the first thought was he's been here for a week and didn't call until last minute so that didn't make me feel important. I just wish he would make more of an effort to see me and miguel. I mean he's there if i need something, but it seems like now it's the only time he's around (i don't know why but there's tears streaming down my cheeks). So getting back to him leaving last minute, i thought i'd kill a bird with 2 stones. Ask if he could stop by and see me and have a look at my new stupid car because he's an expert when it comes to older cars. i called him at lunch time and he said he would come. I waited for an hour and called him back and he told me he couldn't make it, but he'd call if he could. So i had things to do so i left and did my errands. Sure enough he actually called and came to look at the car with his mechanic but i wasn't home. So by the time i got home he had already left the city. Just a big disappointment i haven't seen him since the summer, i dont' know i guess it just kinda hurts because we were really close at one time but now i see him once every 6 months. It feels good to get this out, it's been building up inside. I'm just happy that my son will always have his daddy to depend on and be there for him (bruno's been there from day 1 and i know he'll always be there no matter the circumstances)
Let's see what esle is new well i'm proscatinating on school i know i should apply soon. I even went to look at a daycare for miguel and i didn't enroll him\ because when it came down to it i want him homw with me. Besides he will go into daycare when i go back to school.
Oh yeah joey and lisa having a baby is crazy news.........they told us last weekend. I feel for them because they don't have a clue what there getting into. Joey dropped out of school to work at Mic D's fulltime, their room mate is moving out of course. So his rent is gonna be like $800 a month plus bills. i just think it's crazy and we all know joey doesn't have patience for anything. And we all know you need plenty of patience when it comes to having a baby. Brun and i are going to help them out by giving them advice and giving some of miguels baby stuff to them, cause it get's pretty expensive.
Well i'm sleepy now gotta get up in a few hours
P.S. I miss dana and heather, we should get together soon before next year.