Bad Karma or Bad Luck?
Isn’t the rule never to kick a fella when they’re down? I ask this because just these past days I’ve had nothing but one bad occurrence on top of another.
Yesterday morning it started off with a fight, because my mom needed some money and asked if I could I could just pay my car payment early. I admit it was David’s and my money that I used but I didn’t think it mattered because that’s how we usually did it our money was our money. And I knew that would make us broke but only until Friday, but our gas tanks were full and he had cash to last him till then. But the trouble started because his mom looked over my bank statements (I let her because she wanted to know how much he was making because his paychecks went into my account) and questioned all of my spending after she had just told me that she wasn’t looking at anymore of the statement other than her son’s info. David yelled at me over the phone and said he wants the money back from my mom. He owed her $300 anyways from when she lent us $400 and he only paid her back $100. And even though I gave her $420 if he’s upset that it still didn’t add up well then add in the $300 dollars he asked to barrow from me to pay rent when I moved out into Mandy’s house. So I call it even but I understand why he is upset.
After I escaped that scene I went over to my Mom’s office and helped her file paper work until her and I went out for a nice lunch.
Then there was work, it seemed as though it was going to be all right until I got questioned by everyone about my personal life, am I pregnant and has David ever hit you were the most common questions.
First problem small, I nicked myself with a knife. Nothing big just needed a band aid to wrap around my finger.
Second problem, I while pouring a gallon of water from the hot water tap I accidentally overflowed the contained. I stopped the water and went to pour it forward onto the counter so I could dump the rest in the sink and instead it sloshed back and poured onto the top of my right hand. With help from my coworkers Brittany and Nicole we tried using mustard, vinegar, and pickle juice to heal it. None of that worked and then we found some burn goo pads to hold on it. I lasted three hours at work using my left hand but it got to much. I went to the ER because it’s better safe then sorry because if the burn got infected or something I couldn’t pay for it myself so I took the advice of others and went to the hospital. The redness went down from the pad I had on it but my hand was still swollen and sore. The doc at the hospital said they couldn’t do anything for me and told me to take Motrin. And put ice on it when it starts to sting. I always though the rule was to never to put ice on a burn, guess I was wrong. My hand looks very red and ugly right now and it’s a strain to straighten out my finger but I still am going to go to work because I need the hours.
My bad luck continued and I started my period.
Then I returned home to a boyfriend that wouldn’t look at me none the less talk to me or touch me. I leaned in to kiss his cheek and he turned away.
I had a crapy night sleep waking up all hours of the night and then at 5 I couldn’t fall back asleep.
We even ran out of toilet paper which sucked because I don’t have much cash right now and have to pay with change.
Then when I went to my car it was infested with ants, the biting kind, I found that out because they crawled up my pants as I was driving and bit my legs. And three of the places I went to so I could use a vacuumed was broken. And even after vacuuming the ants are still there. I put bounce sheets in the car hoping that will draw them out but it would so suck if it just pushed them deeper into the car.
David’s mom just called, she needs me to meet up with her at the bank again so she can get David’s paycheck out. She asked me to pick a time for Friday, I said 3pm and she said that isn’t convient for him so I need to meet her at 10 and that sucks because it’s not near my house, it is near my work but the bank thing will only take 3 minutes and what do I do after that? Waste the gas and go back home just to return for work a few hours later? Maybe I can take the money out tonight and have David get the money to her on his lunch break. I just need to get my ATM card from my mother though. Maybe I could talk her into a free meal at Bob Evans.
All and all, lately everything is going to shit. I just want it to stop.
Also this bad day is leading me to miss a few days of the gym, I don’t feel as though on the first days of my period that I should go to the gym but I will make up the missed hours next week.
Does anyone have a lucky charm?
Yesterday morning it started off with a fight, because my mom needed some money and asked if I could I could just pay my car payment early. I admit it was David’s and my money that I used but I didn’t think it mattered because that’s how we usually did it our money was our money. And I knew that would make us broke but only until Friday, but our gas tanks were full and he had cash to last him till then. But the trouble started because his mom looked over my bank statements (I let her because she wanted to know how much he was making because his paychecks went into my account) and questioned all of my spending after she had just told me that she wasn’t looking at anymore of the statement other than her son’s info. David yelled at me over the phone and said he wants the money back from my mom. He owed her $300 anyways from when she lent us $400 and he only paid her back $100. And even though I gave her $420 if he’s upset that it still didn’t add up well then add in the $300 dollars he asked to barrow from me to pay rent when I moved out into Mandy’s house. So I call it even but I understand why he is upset.
After I escaped that scene I went over to my Mom’s office and helped her file paper work until her and I went out for a nice lunch.
Then there was work, it seemed as though it was going to be all right until I got questioned by everyone about my personal life, am I pregnant and has David ever hit you were the most common questions.
First problem small, I nicked myself with a knife. Nothing big just needed a band aid to wrap around my finger.
Second problem, I while pouring a gallon of water from the hot water tap I accidentally overflowed the contained. I stopped the water and went to pour it forward onto the counter so I could dump the rest in the sink and instead it sloshed back and poured onto the top of my right hand. With help from my coworkers Brittany and Nicole we tried using mustard, vinegar, and pickle juice to heal it. None of that worked and then we found some burn goo pads to hold on it. I lasted three hours at work using my left hand but it got to much. I went to the ER because it’s better safe then sorry because if the burn got infected or something I couldn’t pay for it myself so I took the advice of others and went to the hospital. The redness went down from the pad I had on it but my hand was still swollen and sore. The doc at the hospital said they couldn’t do anything for me and told me to take Motrin. And put ice on it when it starts to sting. I always though the rule was to never to put ice on a burn, guess I was wrong. My hand looks very red and ugly right now and it’s a strain to straighten out my finger but I still am going to go to work because I need the hours.
My bad luck continued and I started my period.
Then I returned home to a boyfriend that wouldn’t look at me none the less talk to me or touch me. I leaned in to kiss his cheek and he turned away.
I had a crapy night sleep waking up all hours of the night and then at 5 I couldn’t fall back asleep.
We even ran out of toilet paper which sucked because I don’t have much cash right now and have to pay with change.
Then when I went to my car it was infested with ants, the biting kind, I found that out because they crawled up my pants as I was driving and bit my legs. And three of the places I went to so I could use a vacuumed was broken. And even after vacuuming the ants are still there. I put bounce sheets in the car hoping that will draw them out but it would so suck if it just pushed them deeper into the car.
David’s mom just called, she needs me to meet up with her at the bank again so she can get David’s paycheck out. She asked me to pick a time for Friday, I said 3pm and she said that isn’t convient for him so I need to meet her at 10 and that sucks because it’s not near my house, it is near my work but the bank thing will only take 3 minutes and what do I do after that? Waste the gas and go back home just to return for work a few hours later? Maybe I can take the money out tonight and have David get the money to her on his lunch break. I just need to get my ATM card from my mother though. Maybe I could talk her into a free meal at Bob Evans.
All and all, lately everything is going to shit. I just want it to stop.
Also this bad day is leading me to miss a few days of the gym, I don’t feel as though on the first days of my period that I should go to the gym but I will make up the missed hours next week.
Does anyone have a lucky charm?