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OH MG, today, I did 4 lessons of my correspondence geometry. I know that doesn't sound like much, but when you do alot at a time it gets sooooo old. Cuz I have to do 2 lessons a week, and you know each lesson really has 8 lessons in it... so annoying, anyway, it's getting old already, but it's still easier than wasting a whole year of school, like I already said. It's just really stressful. AND, since we said we were gunna be better about eating, I've gained like 4 pounds, it's making me mad because I'm trying to not eat stuff, and I'm running and crap on the weekends, and still! it's just so annoying. And now my chin is breaking out, that's gay too. ok instead of making me feel better like usual, I'm just getting madder at myself... I'm gunna go run... and I'm gun ...I know! ok i need someone to be accountable to... do you know what I mean? If I say okay today I'm not going to eat any proccessed sugar (aka cookies fruit roll-ups at lunch, or act) then I need not to and some-one to help me not to. And if I say today I'm gunna run a mile at a faster speed than usual, and do 70 reg.lunges and 20 backward ones, and quick feet on the steps and 120 crunches etc... whatever, I need some-one to say well did you actually do it? you know so that way I know some-one is gunna ask, and I feel more compelled to do it. Ok, yeah, have you ever heard of like having an accountablity partner? (some-one who helps you reach your goals, and reminds you of your values, it doesn't even just have to be with this, it's like if you were sum psycho mean person, and you said "I want to be nicer to people" (i'm not saying ur mean cuz ur not) I would be able to i guess encourage you to be nice, and be there for whatever else) does this sound like i'm sum insane psycho freak, if so, please tell me, lol. I just think it'd be nice to have some-one who would say "hey, didn't you say you weren't gunna do that anymore" or whatever i think it would be helpful..well anyway... I'm gunna go do all that stuff I said up there and hopefully go to bed by 9:30 I hope you get some sleep. you haev sum odd theories about that, lol. I HEART YOU !