Mar 23, 2005 19:10
Hmm.. when i got home from skool..all that stupid stuff ppl say about me.. i just forgot it all bc i realized.. that if they dont like me for who i am then they dont like me for who i am .. and all their going to get is who i am. i never try to be ANYTHING other than MYSELF. y cant ppl..actually look past wut they see? but anyways i wanted to go to the V-ball game and cheer for the girls~ lol but i didnt feel good and i was really tired..i just wanted to sleep. so i got home and slept all day and woke up at 8:30! wow. lol well im gg luv ya..for those who love me! -bye!
I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy but no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
if you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
just to see if it would show
that I'm trying to let you know
that I'm better off on my own
this place is so empty
my thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
sometimes it's so crazy that nothing can save me
but it's the only thing that I have