Jul 25, 2001 15:46
Kelly never stops amazing me. If you are reading this you probably know Kelly and I am hoping you at least know of me. I am the future wife of this beautiful woman, no doubt about it!
I just got home from my third stay in the hospital in about a month. In most cases an online romance would have ended before I woke up from my first surgery but not us. Kelly stood by my virtual bedside supporting me every step of the way.
It should not be long now before Kelly and I share our first hug and the long awaited first kiss. I never stop wondering how such an average person like me could have swept someone as wonderful as Kelly off her feet. So clearly I picture us sharing the most ordinary rituals like brushing our teeth, watching a movie curled up on the couch, walking down Main St. in Northampton while all the other lesbians point and whisper how cute we are together.
I feel so close to her that even though I have not physically held her she is so inmy arms every moment of my life. I see this cute image of Kelly reading a book trying to prepare for a test (because she will be going to college)and I lean over her shoulder to help her and smell her hair, kiss her neck and just melt right then and there.
You may think you know Kelly but the Kelly I know is not the flirt that gets everyone blushing. She is this amazingly beautiful, sweet, sensitive, smart and charming woman. I could go on and on but she is online and I must talk to her. I missed her so much.
Kelly, I love you so much.