Just wanted to write
Well lets see nothing really happened today just sat and talked to my girl in mass but there was a thunderstorm there so i had to let her go even though i did not want to...well last night i think we have had the best conversation since the first day we met...and it was so awsome i feel like there is so much more i want to know...well we are still trying to find a way for me to get out there and i sit here and get very frustrated that i can see the woman i love..long for and need right now...well yeah and then my best friend confussed me today...like i have known her for 4 years and she has been like i little sister to me we have done so much together but then her bf came in between us and it bothers me well i guess things happen...well a couple weeks ago we had a talk and she told me i was a lesbian loser and all this shit so i told her that i never wanted to speak to her again and it hurt...but then saturday she wrote me an email telling me that she wanted to hang out and wondered what i was doing..well come to find out tonight it was her br fucking with me when he was stoned so i guess i am in such a better mood knowing that she did not say the things she said..and i miss hanging out with her and talking and being stupid and crazy...well guess im going to go for now i think im going to try to write in here more