I Wonder
Well i sit here just thinking of how much Stacie has brought my life since i met her...since i started this journal i really have not writen much in here about her but now i want to..i want to dedicate this thing to her...its my way of getting everything out that is in my heart since she is not online right now :(...well i miss her dearly...i wish i could just be there right now to hold her...she is the woman i never want to leave...she is so amazing she is a dream come true...i sit here waiting for thursday to come around to know when i will be there to see her to hold her to loose myself in her eyes...it is just so awsome what we have and what we share together...we have no even been together a month yet but woah we have been through so much together...there are not enough words to tell her how much i feel for her..how she is in my dreams and deep within my soul..im still scared of how a woman 3000 miles away i met and we can share so much...i just cant wait to see her in person in the flesh instead of talking on this stupid thing...well when i was cleaning ealier i started to make her a tape of songs that make me think of her damn it this must be love..when i see her name light up on my screen i get this mushy feeling inside..its wierd im never like that but she brings it out in me..well hell she brings alot out in me i never thought was there...an honest caring woman that is totally head over heals in love with this woman i never thought i would have...well god i miss her i just want to talk to her..hear her voice..hear her say i love you i miss that..well i guess im going to get going