Nov 01, 2005 21:34
Bleh the past couple weeks have been gay. I put too much stress on and expect too much from myself for school work, I think. But I know I'm almost done. College soon.
I just haven't felt myself lately.
^--I can't erase that, it's too silly.. I meant to say "I just haven't felt LIKE myself lately."
^--The previous sentence proves I'm still pretty much okay despite not feeling like myself.
But anyways. I think the pill discombobulates hormones. Jerry always helps me stay happy though. But I haven't been seeing him as much because of work and school and my school stuff-- but not today, I saw him the whole day. It was really relieving. He's a giant teddy bear. A cuddler.
I keep eating comfort food, like candy. Ah, bad news for my cavity.
I am quite excited for next week because there's 0 school Tuesday/ 0.5 Day Thursday.
Mom's getting sick and I'm afraid of getting it.
Oh yeah, my neighbor (2 houses down) died of cancer. I didn't know him as much but his wife Carol is a sweety. He battled that for a while, that sucks. Poor sweetheart Carol. His funeral was today.
Enough thoughts for today. I need more Jerry. And a little sleep.
Night everyone.
I Love You Jerry