GUESS WHAT!!!!
I just found out a couple days ago that Kev and I are going to have a baby. It's due in Dec I think. I have yet to find out for sure bc I haven't had a check-up yet I am soo excited! Only bad part is that I am getting fat and I hate it. I feel like Kev doesn't want me anymore bc of it and I feel like other girls are more desirable to him than I am. Esp one that I knoe he used to really like. I hate it when she calls or we see her somewhere bc I always get scared that he is going to pick her someday. It really scares me. I try not to let it show but it's too hard. I don't know what to do. I know he still loves me but I'm just really scared. I know he reads this and I just want him to know that I love him and that he just needs to give me time. I love him too much to lose him. He is my life. Without him I am nothing.