Thanksgiving break
So the break was nice. I was really glad to get away from school for a while. I am always busy with homework and stuff like that. I got to spend time with my family, which was nice. Laura was always gone at work or doing things with her friends so I didn't see her that much. I did get to go Chistmas shopping with my mama. She also took me to see Harry Potter, which was an amazing movie.
Stephanie's birthday party was fun. I miss everybody while I am up here in Flint. I was really tired that night, so I left kinda early. I feel bad about that, I wanted to stay. I was tired because I had to help put up Christmas decorations all day.
Have you ever missed anyone so much it made your heart hurt? I have never mised anyone as much as I missed Kenny. It felt weird and wrong not being with him. I thought I was going crazy on Sunday. Kenny was supposed to come back to Flint early, like 7 or 8 at night. His older brother, Danny, decided that morning that he wanted to rent a u-haul trailer and take some couches back to his apartnemt in Kentucky. So, they ended up leaving a lot later, and he didn't get back til 11 30 at night, which sucked. I stayed at home that night because I didn't feel like being alone.
I was crazy that entire day. I was mean to Laura, which I fel very bad about. I just missed Kenny so much. That has never happened to me with any of my other boyfriends. yeah, i missed them, but never like that. The only thing I wanted was Kenny, just for him to hold me. I cried a lot that day. We are always so busy up at school. I don't see him that much. When I do get to see him, it is usually only for a few minutes at a time because he has homework or class, or is going to go work out, or is going to go do somethnig else, and same with me.
I just kept thinking about all the things that I missed about him....
How he would hold me while we watch MASH
how he whispers in my ear saying that i am beautiful and that he loves me
how he (usually) protects me when Michael jumps on me and tries to tickle me
how he snores in my ear when he falls asleep when we watch tv
how he plays with my hair
how he makes up random stories and tells them to me
and so much more...
it was so sweet when I saw him yesterday. I went to the apartment and told him to go to the front door. He came out and hugged me.. then we went inside for a few. Then, he had to go to class like 10 minutes later, which sucked. He did take me out to dinner yesterday. then he had some stuff to do, so he was gone for like 2 hours, then we watched mash, then i came back here and went to sleep.
yeah i have to go to lunch now.
I am happy kenny is back!!
Stephanie's birthday party was fun. I miss everybody while I am up here in Flint. I was really tired that night, so I left kinda early. I feel bad about that, I wanted to stay. I was tired because I had to help put up Christmas decorations all day.
Have you ever missed anyone so much it made your heart hurt? I have never mised anyone as much as I missed Kenny. It felt weird and wrong not being with him. I thought I was going crazy on Sunday. Kenny was supposed to come back to Flint early, like 7 or 8 at night. His older brother, Danny, decided that morning that he wanted to rent a u-haul trailer and take some couches back to his apartnemt in Kentucky. So, they ended up leaving a lot later, and he didn't get back til 11 30 at night, which sucked. I stayed at home that night because I didn't feel like being alone.
I was crazy that entire day. I was mean to Laura, which I fel very bad about. I just missed Kenny so much. That has never happened to me with any of my other boyfriends. yeah, i missed them, but never like that. The only thing I wanted was Kenny, just for him to hold me. I cried a lot that day. We are always so busy up at school. I don't see him that much. When I do get to see him, it is usually only for a few minutes at a time because he has homework or class, or is going to go work out, or is going to go do somethnig else, and same with me.
I just kept thinking about all the things that I missed about him....
How he would hold me while we watch MASH
how he whispers in my ear saying that i am beautiful and that he loves me
how he (usually) protects me when Michael jumps on me and tries to tickle me
how he snores in my ear when he falls asleep when we watch tv
how he plays with my hair
how he makes up random stories and tells them to me
and so much more...
it was so sweet when I saw him yesterday. I went to the apartment and told him to go to the front door. He came out and hugged me.. then we went inside for a few. Then, he had to go to class like 10 minutes later, which sucked. He did take me out to dinner yesterday. then he had some stuff to do, so he was gone for like 2 hours, then we watched mash, then i came back here and went to sleep.
yeah i have to go to lunch now.
I am happy kenny is back!!