Two weeks.
Well Thanksgiving break has come and gone... it went by too fast. Unfortunately I was unable to go to Georgetown because Samantha got really sick. I pretty much just sat around with Ryan all break except when I went to the movies with Meg, Mary, Marisa, Nicole and Chad (and Ryan of course.) I feel really disconnected from all the people that used to be such a huge part of my life. I really hope I get to see all of my friends over Christmas break. I'll be working a lot probably and then I'm going to Tennessee with Ryan after Christmas. But other than that, I'll be home. And instead of expecting people to call me, people expect me to call you!
I never thought that I would be the girl who would want to spend every waking moment with her boyfriend but I do. I always bitched and complained about girls like that... but now I am one. Maybe that makes me a hypocrite... maybe that just makes me human. I guess I'm really spoiled in a way because Ryan's circle of friends isn't even in South Carolina... all of the people that he considers his best friends are in Tennessee which makes it possible for me to spend all my time with him because I don't have to share him with anyone else. That kind of puts me in an awkward position though because I feel like I'm abandoning him when I want to go and hang out with just my friends on the weekends. We aren't going to see eachother for two whole weeks. That is the longest I've gone without seeing him since we've been together. Two weeks. It seems like an eternity. Sometimes when I'm not with him, it feels as if I'm not even fully living. I hate that feeling more than anything. I just wish that he were here with me. I don't see how people go months without seeing their significant others. I couldn't do it. I can barely go 5 days. It makes me seem really whiney and stupid to get upset about two weeks but seeing how its only Monday and time just seems to be snail crawling by... I'm not sure my heart can take it. Plus this week is going be really boring since its just review in all my classes. Blah.
I'm going to try really hard to be in a really good mood this week. I need to just toughen up and get through these next two weeks so I can enjoy my Christmas break with the ones that I love.
When is everyone going to be back in town?
I never thought that I would be the girl who would want to spend every waking moment with her boyfriend but I do. I always bitched and complained about girls like that... but now I am one. Maybe that makes me a hypocrite... maybe that just makes me human. I guess I'm really spoiled in a way because Ryan's circle of friends isn't even in South Carolina... all of the people that he considers his best friends are in Tennessee which makes it possible for me to spend all my time with him because I don't have to share him with anyone else. That kind of puts me in an awkward position though because I feel like I'm abandoning him when I want to go and hang out with just my friends on the weekends. We aren't going to see eachother for two whole weeks. That is the longest I've gone without seeing him since we've been together. Two weeks. It seems like an eternity. Sometimes when I'm not with him, it feels as if I'm not even fully living. I hate that feeling more than anything. I just wish that he were here with me. I don't see how people go months without seeing their significant others. I couldn't do it. I can barely go 5 days. It makes me seem really whiney and stupid to get upset about two weeks but seeing how its only Monday and time just seems to be snail crawling by... I'm not sure my heart can take it. Plus this week is going be really boring since its just review in all my classes. Blah.
I'm going to try really hard to be in a really good mood this week. I need to just toughen up and get through these next two weeks so I can enjoy my Christmas break with the ones that I love.
When is everyone going to be back in town?