Jul 23, 2005 01:39
I will rarely update this thing, but I do come back to this site on occassion.
My new obsession is myspace. I put my link in the last entry so check that out.
I just got back from hanging with one of my best and closest freinds, Amber, who I lived with last year and who I'm living with this next year! We've been through so much. I <3 that girl to death I don't know what i"d do without her. She always makes my day better no matter what shit's gone down adn she'd do anything for me.
Last night was one of the most horrible nights, I've only told a few people because well it's a life-changing one. . . . . it's weird how for months you can only see one person a certain way and everyone else around you sees htis person diff. (a guy of course) and then BOOM one day your whole view of him changes....and you see everything clearly for the very first time and youf eel like an idiot for seein git differently the whoel time through.
I thought I'd feel miserable today despite everything that happened, but I dont'. They were just words, and hes' just a person. . . a person I don't need in my life at this time.
Who knows what the future will hold, if he'll get his act together but I deserve respect adn that's all if naything I ever deserve from him. . . .nothing else.
-Lee-