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This has been an interesting past few days.
yesterday I finally got to talk to someone I'd been missing, needing to hear from, and I got an IM from him and then a call from him later in the night.
It's weird how if you don't hear someone's voice in forever you really miss them, are even more confusing about your feelings for them, but when you talk to them on the phone ur like why was I so worked up over him....things are better the way they are compared to the way they were.
I do wish I saw him/talked to him/heard from him more often.
Since he broke things off, the longest we've gone wtihout talking in any way (thru text/online/phone), is about a week, if that. Is that weird? Or not? Does that mean anything? I look too deep into things but sometimes they do mean stuff, and sometimes they don't, Who knows how this'll all end? I just can't seem to go a day without thinking about it all. My tears stopped months ago yet my mind keeps GOING, and GOING, and GOING!
Tomorrow I have a test, but I can't manage to fall asleep. It's Test #2 of my summer course. 1.5 more weeks!
I have a lot to do tomorrow - call a lady about a possibly sitting/nannying job thiss ummer and maybe afterwards too - yes $$$$ possibility!, maybe hang out with my freinds bryan & jackie whom I haven't seen in ages! .....fax anothe rjob application to some buisness place in huntersville, maybe something will work out there in teh fall when i live out to UNCC
2 months and counting til I fianlly move out of my home for GOOD!!
ok I dont know what else to type
check out my myspace page - if u want the link, im m e@ LeTyGr589 on AIM :)
dont feel like typin much tonight, will try to update more often guys!
yesterday I finally got to talk to someone I'd been missing, needing to hear from, and I got an IM from him and then a call from him later in the night.
It's weird how if you don't hear someone's voice in forever you really miss them, are even more confusing about your feelings for them, but when you talk to them on the phone ur like why was I so worked up over him....things are better the way they are compared to the way they were.
I do wish I saw him/talked to him/heard from him more often.
Since he broke things off, the longest we've gone wtihout talking in any way (thru text/online/phone), is about a week, if that. Is that weird? Or not? Does that mean anything? I look too deep into things but sometimes they do mean stuff, and sometimes they don't, Who knows how this'll all end? I just can't seem to go a day without thinking about it all. My tears stopped months ago yet my mind keeps GOING, and GOING, and GOING!
Tomorrow I have a test, but I can't manage to fall asleep. It's Test #2 of my summer course. 1.5 more weeks!
I have a lot to do tomorrow - call a lady about a possibly sitting/nannying job thiss ummer and maybe afterwards too - yes $$$$ possibility!, maybe hang out with my freinds bryan & jackie whom I haven't seen in ages! .....fax anothe rjob application to some buisness place in huntersville, maybe something will work out there in teh fall when i live out to UNCC
2 months and counting til I fianlly move out of my home for GOOD!!
ok I dont know what else to type
check out my myspace page - if u want the link, im m e@ LeTyGr589 on AIM :)
dont feel like typin much tonight, will try to update more often guys!