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I miss him.
I hate distance sometimes.
Sometimes I wish I could transfer to UNCG or he could transfer to UNCC, if only life were that easy.
I'm trying to think about next week, what classes I can and am able to miss, and what friends can help me out with that, so I get to see him some more before Spring Break because I think I've decided to go home Sat. afternoon instead of Fri night. I'll be able to go to my brother's performance on Sat. night and hopefully be able to spend more time with Eric as well before Spring Break.
I'm having a dilemma. I have never really talked to my mom about guy stuff whatsoever, that's always been something her and my sister have done, but not me and her ever. Not even me and my sister, well besides her boyfriend and guy drama she's vented to me about sometimes, but I mean, I feel like I'm hiding something from her because if what I feel is seriously real, this relationship may last a long while and who knows how long it will last but the feelings I have for him are unlike anything I've felt before, so I have a very good feeling about this guy. I don't know how to casually bring it up, not let her make such a big deal out of it, and stuff like that. It's almost beena month since I started seeing him and I've talked to her on the phone seversal times since and I always feel guilty because I'm hiding something from her. I kinda wanna wait til I talk to her online again and do it that way so there's no awkward silences or questions or whatnot, but I know the next time I would talk to her on the phone or see her in person, it might be weird, so I'm not sure how to go about doingi t- any suggestions/comments? Thanks...I'd really appreciate it.
Off to beddy bye. Today was like the longest day EVER....and a complicated day as well but my heart is aching, and so to get my mind off of it, I'm going to bed - good night!
I hate distance sometimes.
Sometimes I wish I could transfer to UNCG or he could transfer to UNCC, if only life were that easy.
I'm trying to think about next week, what classes I can and am able to miss, and what friends can help me out with that, so I get to see him some more before Spring Break because I think I've decided to go home Sat. afternoon instead of Fri night. I'll be able to go to my brother's performance on Sat. night and hopefully be able to spend more time with Eric as well before Spring Break.
I'm having a dilemma. I have never really talked to my mom about guy stuff whatsoever, that's always been something her and my sister have done, but not me and her ever. Not even me and my sister, well besides her boyfriend and guy drama she's vented to me about sometimes, but I mean, I feel like I'm hiding something from her because if what I feel is seriously real, this relationship may last a long while and who knows how long it will last but the feelings I have for him are unlike anything I've felt before, so I have a very good feeling about this guy. I don't know how to casually bring it up, not let her make such a big deal out of it, and stuff like that. It's almost beena month since I started seeing him and I've talked to her on the phone seversal times since and I always feel guilty because I'm hiding something from her. I kinda wanna wait til I talk to her online again and do it that way so there's no awkward silences or questions or whatnot, but I know the next time I would talk to her on the phone or see her in person, it might be weird, so I'm not sure how to go about doingi t- any suggestions/comments? Thanks...I'd really appreciate it.
Off to beddy bye. Today was like the longest day EVER....and a complicated day as well but my heart is aching, and so to get my mind off of it, I'm going to bed - good night!