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[sweetieb254]

okay so i've had a very weird night. wonderful, but really weird. i'm in will's apartment. i havent seen him in like 3 years and its just like we never left. i've missed him. i never thought i would see him again. let alone stay with him all night. we didnt have sex or anything, just cuddled. it was so amazing. its pretty cool because my phone doesnt work up here, so its like im separated from north ga. and people who want to call a lot. but will had a good point, he said that once i go back...i wont remember this. i really hope thats not true. i dont want to go another 3 years w/out him again! he was my first love. my first...yea...i'll just keep that private. but what about daniel? peter? will said i needed to make up my own mind. i dont want too...i want things to be decided for me. but that will never work. i guess we've both grown up so much. and dang, he looks so good. wow...okay...new subject!

I dont wanna make up my own mind. but thats probably the reason i get bored of people. because they make all MY decisions! time for a change. time to be a 'big girl'. haha...yea right.

i'm definately skipping my class today! we got our test back...hmm, ill just go see downing when i get back. oh a lot of my classes are cancelled on wed, thurs, and fri because all the cj teachers will be gone. pretty cool. part of me wants to come back here on wed. i cant make it a habit of driving home all the time.

he said he would wait for me to make my own decisions. if this is real and going to go somewhere then it will be better if im patient! more later! love ya~betsy