Nov 05, 2005 13:21
been awhile. im doing okay. im lonely. i miss having someone to hold me. like, people hold me but im not sure if they like it, you know? im really self consious. i dont walk around thinking that im so cool or whatever. that would be silly. okay, well thats kind of a random thought. im watching a lifetime movie...so i keep getting distracted! so anyways. yea, okay..want to hear something? theres this guy that im interested in, but for some reason i feel like hes not interested in me anymore. i think i push people away. maybe im too clingy. i dont try to be. i try to just kind of be nonchalont(?) about who i like. oh well. okay, im going to take a bath. love yall~ bets