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i dont really know what to think. like i was really looking foward to tonight, and i dont really know why. well i do, but i shouldn't have. i kind of feel like im back in middle school, i dont like crushes. i feel like i always get hurt. its not like he acts like he wants to be with me. im just reading into little things which is not good and they dont mean anything. i feel stupid, i thought he liked holding me this weekend. and now i feel slutty because the whole corps knows about this weekend. and honestly i dont know if he said good or bad things about me becuase he's not talking to me.
and another thing, the last girl he liked is like gorgeous. i dont compare and i dont feel good enough.
i really dont want to be hurt. i guess ill just back off and let things be. i wouldn't want him to feel like i was clingy or always had to be around. which would be nice, but i dont think he wants me there.
and another thing, the last girl he liked is like gorgeous. i dont compare and i dont feel good enough.
i really dont want to be hurt. i guess ill just back off and let things be. i wouldn't want him to feel like i was clingy or always had to be around. which would be nice, but i dont think he wants me there.