wow...welcome back betsy
hey! it's been forever. i need to update my profile, it still says i'm engaged...and i'm def. single. wow...that's crazy to think about! i was engaged. daniel and i broke up about 2 weeks ago. for good i think. i like this journal thing, i don't know why i stopped keeping it...it kind of helps just getting everything out. who cares who reads it, maybe my ranting and raving will help them. prolly not, but you never know. i am single for like the first time since i dated alan in the 6th grade. well not really, but almost. it's kind of cool. i'm going to a concert tomorrow w/ a friend. he's pretty cool. he didn't say it was a date, but boys are silly and i don't know. oh, in case you're wondering: daniel and i are still close. he's my bestest friend and i still see him everyday! ha, anyways. then there's peter. hmm...its really hard to play 'single' when someone REALLY wants to be with you. i think i want to be w/ him too...but not yet. i like this. then there's this other guy. for some reason i cannot stop thinking about him. i'm not sure if he likes me, well he says he does...but i dont know if he's joking. i hate that. he's really hot though. he did ask me if i wanted to go out sometime like next week. that would be cool. he came over and we watched a movie. then he held me...i like being held. okay...enough gossip for now. love~betsy