Apr 26, 2005 05:58
So I'm stressed. Why not add jealousy into the mix? I am being ridiculous right now. WOw. I think I'm trying to find a reason to cry but for some reason tears won't come out. I think that's what I need, a nice, all out cry. Sounds quite nice if you ask me. Maybe when my test is over and I've realized I failed. Then, I will cry.
Oh and this jealousy thing is probably the most stupid thing ever. I know there is no reason to be jealous but for some reason I am. You ever do something like that... Know what you are feeling is completely absurd but still can't get it to go away. I see the stupidity in my thoughts but I guess insulting them doesn't work. Fuck.
Oh and by the way. I say bad words sometimes. Mostly the worst one of all "fuck". I realize that this can make a person sound unintelligent and make a girl look disgusting but I still do it. Oh well...
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