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friends......
there to make you think.. to keep your feet on the ground, to do crazy things with and to keep you from doing the completely crazy. They stand up for you when you need it but step back when you need to fight your own battles. But most importantly friends are always there for you, to keep you grounded, to protect you, to make sure you see the truth, and i thank you, all of my friends for doing what you do best
i made that up after talking to kim today. i can get kind of screwed up sort of, alot. This summer has been screwey for me and i really hope i can get a cute, good looking guy who i actually like and dont have to pretend too like. I really wish i found this stuff out sooner though, rather than waiting until i get into to deep. I know this summer i have been serially hooking up, and i know i am really screwed up right now. But i thank god i have friends that love me as much as they do. So i guess this means, i would have screwed up your life majorly if you decided to do what you planned, (you know who you are) in the summer and be glad it was now instead of then.
And maybe now i can go be normal and not screw up other peoples lives :)
Today i went to dance class, it looks wayy to empty now. then mia and i came here, we got blueberry smoothies.. yum ^_^
so we went on the trampoline for about an hour and the entire time i was trying to get her to do a simple front flip, and she never did a single ONE hahaha :) the i went back on later, did a few back flips, and decided to do one more and then head in. On the last one i landed wrong and my back hurts so bad now i have to keep it straight and i had to ice it for a long while.
So today was another one of those emotionally draining days.
Seriously.
if i was not so much into talking to people, i would completely delete my aim. I hate it when i get into fights, with my friends over guys.. and they turn out right. And then i started to talk to rachel about the whole mad thing going on with the ariela-bob-kelsey thing....
yeah that stirred up some more hard feelings for me, and i dont even remember why it exactaly started
oh wait yes i do,
i dont feel so bad now. I'm tired of feeling bad, maybe i shoudl just screw life and sleep, yeah i like that plan.. I'm tired, i need more sleep, and i have dance and movign the studio tommorow, and i have a back ache and a head ache. Yeah this is a cry for pity, everyone come pity me! hahahaha yeah kim get home fast i'm bored here
okay, i'm spent and not so much feeling good, i'm gonna go sleep
there to make you think.. to keep your feet on the ground, to do crazy things with and to keep you from doing the completely crazy. They stand up for you when you need it but step back when you need to fight your own battles. But most importantly friends are always there for you, to keep you grounded, to protect you, to make sure you see the truth, and i thank you, all of my friends for doing what you do best
i made that up after talking to kim today. i can get kind of screwed up sort of, alot. This summer has been screwey for me and i really hope i can get a cute, good looking guy who i actually like and dont have to pretend too like. I really wish i found this stuff out sooner though, rather than waiting until i get into to deep. I know this summer i have been serially hooking up, and i know i am really screwed up right now. But i thank god i have friends that love me as much as they do. So i guess this means, i would have screwed up your life majorly if you decided to do what you planned, (you know who you are) in the summer and be glad it was now instead of then.
And maybe now i can go be normal and not screw up other peoples lives :)
Today i went to dance class, it looks wayy to empty now. then mia and i came here, we got blueberry smoothies.. yum ^_^
so we went on the trampoline for about an hour and the entire time i was trying to get her to do a simple front flip, and she never did a single ONE hahaha :) the i went back on later, did a few back flips, and decided to do one more and then head in. On the last one i landed wrong and my back hurts so bad now i have to keep it straight and i had to ice it for a long while.
So today was another one of those emotionally draining days.
Seriously.
if i was not so much into talking to people, i would completely delete my aim. I hate it when i get into fights, with my friends over guys.. and they turn out right. And then i started to talk to rachel about the whole mad thing going on with the ariela-bob-kelsey thing....
yeah that stirred up some more hard feelings for me, and i dont even remember why it exactaly started
oh wait yes i do,
i dont feel so bad now. I'm tired of feeling bad, maybe i shoudl just screw life and sleep, yeah i like that plan.. I'm tired, i need more sleep, and i have dance and movign the studio tommorow, and i have a back ache and a head ache. Yeah this is a cry for pity, everyone come pity me! hahahaha yeah kim get home fast i'm bored here
okay, i'm spent and not so much feeling good, i'm gonna go sleep