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today was dance class... for me the first time i did pointe ro two weeks... wow i was interesting.
Shelly came! :) *shhhhhhhhhh* haha he was singing!!!!!
Katherine took my class.. *cough* made us all look bad :( haha but i love her, and it was fun.
I'm part of like four different three amigos groups now.. yeah
"shelly, rachel, me" "katie, mia, me" "katherine, katie, me" "katherine, mia me" shelly, katherine, me"
okay maybe five, but i still find it amusing
So tonight i'm going to see the village with kyra. Havent seen her ALL summer, i miss all my school friends, havent seen any of them much.
my mom decided to have a babyshower for one of her friends i dont even know and she "dosent want me around" either so i have to clean the entire friggian house and then get shut up in my room for the night. it stinks
this song, Save Yourself by Sense Field really reminds me of me maybe?
seriously, read the lyrics
Turn out the light
Just say goodnight to yourself
May I remind you
When you find you
Are all alone’s when you
You’ve got to be strong
That’s when they call you in the night
He’s got your picture in his mind
He’s got your number on a paper
At his disposal anytime
Is it really true
Did you save yourself
For someone who could love you for you
So many times we just give it away
To someone who
Someone who
You met in a bar
The back of a car
And for a moment
You felt important
But not in your heart
Cuz my self esteem
It’s been low
Go ahead and count,
It’s been lower than low
I know the feeling
Of it stealing life out from under me
Cuz I want to learn
How you save yourself
For someone who
Could love you for you
So many times we just give it away
To someone who couldn’t even remember your name
Did you save yourself
For someone who loves you for you
And loves me for me
Give it away
To someone who
Someone who
Can cherish your name
Cuz I want to learn
Did you save yourself
For someone who
Loves you for you
And loves me for me
Give it away
To someone who
Someone who
Can cherish your name
my life right now......