Jan 28, 2005 13:19
Have you ever thought to yourself that maybe you are crazy. I've been thinking a lot about that lately. I can't help it. I feel like everything I've been doing lately just turns around and bites me in the ass. Hard. It is starting to really get to me. My whole world is slowly falling apart. Yeah, the outside looks good. My friends and I get along, my boyfriend and I get along, hell even my mom and I get along these days. But it's still there, just sitting, undeniable, indescribable, I hate it, no one knows and I don't know how to share it. Rough times suck and I don't know where to turn. I'm carrying the weight of everyone's problems on my shoulders. I worry about so many pointless things, but if I don't, something will go wrong.