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"take a step back and see how truly terrible the last couple of years have been for you."
I love how you think you know so much about my life. You don't know shit about me or Joe because you don't bother to. Neither one of you bother to even go and see gram and gramp and then expect them to give you money. Life doesn't work that way and maybe if you actually gave a shit about anyone else you would know that.
"some people will just never see the other side. because they will never allow themselves to. and in result, they lose. so much. trust, friendships, respect. and for what?????'
I turned around and asked Ashley and she decided to dance around the truth. Whether or not she started the rumor or not doesn't bother me it's that she couldn't give me a straight answer. And the only people here being drama queens are the two of you. I let if go. When Erika commented on my journal that was the last thing I had said about it. Why because I don't really give a fuck about what Ashley thinks or feels because she can't be honest. This has nothing to do with ANY OF YOU! Jess, Julie, Erika. Specifically Jess, I love you but please leave it alone. If you didn't egg them on they they would have just shut up about the whole thing. Yes I made comments to Jamie and it wasn't my place but I didn't keep going with them. If Ashley wanted to talk to me she would. It all comes down to the fact that I am hurt that Ashley didn't even call me and ask me if I was okay when she found out that Joe and I broke up. She looked at it as an oppurtunity to get into Joe's pants. Why would I want to be friends with someone like that. So no I am not sorry about the things that I have said about her and I do not have to justify them to you or anyone else. If Ashley wants to talk to me about it then she can.
"ps: Erika was sitting next to me during the conversation i had with Rachel about Jess coming over and talking shit about her Joe's penis."
Then why did Erika say that Jess (joe's sister) wasn't in your living room when you (Julie) said that she was? Maybe the two of you should get your stories straight before harassing me about it.
"i rise above your bullshit. and so does erika."
Well I'm glad for the two of you. How about you drop it then. None of this would have started up if Erika hadn't started in. And if "Erika was sitting next to me during the conversation I had with RachAel about Jess coming over and talking shit about her Joe's penis." then she had no reason to comment in my journal in the first place because she would have been right there the whole time anyway. Correct?
"Ignorant: ig-no-rant (adj)
1. lacking knowledge or information as to a particular subject or fact.
2. uninformed; unaware. "
And I will be blissfully Ignorant because when I did ask you people to enlighten me from what you think I don't know you decided not to and so did Ashley so you can think you know something all you want I don't really care.
I love how the two of you feel that you are so much better then everyone else yet neither one of you have been able to keep a job unless Erika is still at the photo job and then i retract my last statement and everyone in Erika's family has be led to believe that her father pays her rent for her or atleast everyone thinks he did for the Federal St. apartment. I haven't had to have my parent's pay my way for anything since I moved out on my own. So how does any of these facts make any of us better then the other. Please clue me in. Oh wait one second it doesn't. I wish the two of you the best and I hope that you can let go of the past crap because I have. If you two want or even three if Jessica so chooses decide to coninue to drag this out then fine but you all seem to forget the I did ask Ashley about it and if Ashley wants to fight about it with me then she can but it isn't anyone else's place.
I love how you think you know so much about my life. You don't know shit about me or Joe because you don't bother to. Neither one of you bother to even go and see gram and gramp and then expect them to give you money. Life doesn't work that way and maybe if you actually gave a shit about anyone else you would know that.
"some people will just never see the other side. because they will never allow themselves to. and in result, they lose. so much. trust, friendships, respect. and for what?????'
I turned around and asked Ashley and she decided to dance around the truth. Whether or not she started the rumor or not doesn't bother me it's that she couldn't give me a straight answer. And the only people here being drama queens are the two of you. I let if go. When Erika commented on my journal that was the last thing I had said about it. Why because I don't really give a fuck about what Ashley thinks or feels because she can't be honest. This has nothing to do with ANY OF YOU! Jess, Julie, Erika. Specifically Jess, I love you but please leave it alone. If you didn't egg them on they they would have just shut up about the whole thing. Yes I made comments to Jamie and it wasn't my place but I didn't keep going with them. If Ashley wanted to talk to me she would. It all comes down to the fact that I am hurt that Ashley didn't even call me and ask me if I was okay when she found out that Joe and I broke up. She looked at it as an oppurtunity to get into Joe's pants. Why would I want to be friends with someone like that. So no I am not sorry about the things that I have said about her and I do not have to justify them to you or anyone else. If Ashley wants to talk to me about it then she can.
"ps: Erika was sitting next to me during the conversation i had with Rachel about Jess coming over and talking shit about her Joe's penis."
Then why did Erika say that Jess (joe's sister) wasn't in your living room when you (Julie) said that she was? Maybe the two of you should get your stories straight before harassing me about it.
"i rise above your bullshit. and so does erika."
Well I'm glad for the two of you. How about you drop it then. None of this would have started up if Erika hadn't started in. And if "Erika was sitting next to me during the conversation I had with RachAel about Jess coming over and talking shit about her Joe's penis." then she had no reason to comment in my journal in the first place because she would have been right there the whole time anyway. Correct?
"Ignorant: ig-no-rant (adj)
1. lacking knowledge or information as to a particular subject or fact.
2. uninformed; unaware. "
And I will be blissfully Ignorant because when I did ask you people to enlighten me from what you think I don't know you decided not to and so did Ashley so you can think you know something all you want I don't really care.
I love how the two of you feel that you are so much better then everyone else yet neither one of you have been able to keep a job unless Erika is still at the photo job and then i retract my last statement and everyone in Erika's family has be led to believe that her father pays her rent for her or atleast everyone thinks he did for the Federal St. apartment. I haven't had to have my parent's pay my way for anything since I moved out on my own. So how does any of these facts make any of us better then the other. Please clue me in. Oh wait one second it doesn't. I wish the two of you the best and I hope that you can let go of the past crap because I have. If you two want or even three if Jessica so chooses decide to coninue to drag this out then fine but you all seem to forget the I did ask Ashley about it and if Ashley wants to fight about it with me then she can but it isn't anyone else's place.