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The timelyness of happenings can sometimes mean more than the actual situation.
Had rich not passed away so early in my life, he could have been there to see me graduate, help me pick a college, and lecture me about enlisting as a democrat. I could have learned and appreciated so much more about he and i's relationship. He knew so much that I never had the chance to be exposed to or understand fully. I would just love to see his reaction to me bringing home that scholarship letter a few weeks ago...cheesy i know...he would have just been so proud.
Had I went to amsterdam with my parents in this point of my life where I can fully appreciate their way of life, the attractions and free society it would have been an entirely different experience. I had known little about what I was passionate about when I visited there, and the trip was hard for me. I missed my boyfriend the whole time, now I can't imagine how exciting and fulfulling that trip would have been if it were now.
Had my sister been pregnant when I wasnt a self conscious eighth grader I could have helped her out so much more. She was younger than I am right now when she became pregnant with Joey. I wish I could have given her more wisdom and insite during that point in her life. I was too afraid then. If only.
or maybe that is the reality of everything; that things are only half absorbed until you reach a later point in your life where you can fully understand them.
Had rich not passed away so early in my life, he could have been there to see me graduate, help me pick a college, and lecture me about enlisting as a democrat. I could have learned and appreciated so much more about he and i's relationship. He knew so much that I never had the chance to be exposed to or understand fully. I would just love to see his reaction to me bringing home that scholarship letter a few weeks ago...cheesy i know...he would have just been so proud.
Had I went to amsterdam with my parents in this point of my life where I can fully appreciate their way of life, the attractions and free society it would have been an entirely different experience. I had known little about what I was passionate about when I visited there, and the trip was hard for me. I missed my boyfriend the whole time, now I can't imagine how exciting and fulfulling that trip would have been if it were now.
Had my sister been pregnant when I wasnt a self conscious eighth grader I could have helped her out so much more. She was younger than I am right now when she became pregnant with Joey. I wish I could have given her more wisdom and insite during that point in her life. I was too afraid then. If only.
or maybe that is the reality of everything; that things are only half absorbed until you reach a later point in your life where you can fully understand them.